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Happy 20th Birthday Angel :D

2011-01-25T00:56:00.003+08:00

My beautiful sweetheart offcially turned 20 on the 23/1/2011. Hey sexy, happy 20th birthday da. May allah s.w.t blessing stays upon u always. I hope all wishes and dreams of urs to come true and also wish that this yr would b a way btr yr for u darling. I love u always. MUackx! :D:D

Hey sweetheart rmb this pic? Our very 1st pic togethr :D Anyway now i've sincerely like to thank u for everything that u done for me. I really appreciate them alot. Thanks for being patients with me wen i behave like a loosu. Thanks for introducing me to all diff places of food. Thanks for patiently bring me to makan weneva i crave for something. Thanks for being thre for me during my worst and my best. Thanks for accompanying me to places i needed to go. Thanks for everything darling. I love u :D

PICTURE PERFECT! Our 2nd pic 2gthr which turn out to be fantastically awesone :)

U look super seductive in this picture ya. Stay gorgeous da :D

Again happy birthday! Have fun and take care sweety :D Love ya lots. muackss :D:D

21ST Birthday Party :D

2010-10-26T00:24:00.011+08:00

Okay i noe i was missing for very long, hahaha sorry was very buzy enjoying my holidays!! And noe what? im like onli left with less than 2 wks of holiday! Arghhhh! SO fast! and den my att is like 4 mnts! 1 mnth geron postin and 3 mnths prcp! Im like so scared, dunnoe i cn cope or nt! shit! And i m missing thulasi, my F4, my sisters, farhati, ashraff & arshad alot!! For the 1st time during this holiday i neva go out with any1 of them + i didnt stay over at ash place, for the 1st time i didnt say. Im sooo missing them, but ya its okay, i try 2 get use 2 it!

Idk why isit so easy 2 pin point others mistake but wen others pin point urs, u get all defensive? At one pt of time in life this 2 frens (A & B) r super close, den A found her partner and started to drift away but the fren B juz shut up and neva say anything since she didnt wan 2 make any prob and try 2 understnd dat her fren A is buzy with her partner but wn tt fren B who is so understandin get close with sum1 else, idk why fren A strted 2 say that B have change and drifting away wen she found sum1?Seriously wats worng with ppl nowadays ah?? Pls ah ppl, pls accept ur mistake b4 u blame others! SIckening! idk whre the hell the world coming up 2!

Ouh yeah this is my 21st b'day cake!! And below r the pics tooken on my b'day part!

I would like to thank every1 for comin for my b'day and all thanks for the gifts :) Well this r only few pics, the rest r in my fb!

ANyway coming back 2 life, my life is gng super great! I juz love every sec of my life and i swear life cn nva b anymre perfeect than this! :)

My family, the ones who make my b'day happen! I love u ppl alot :) and ya, im the angel in my house ok? dun play play! hehe! :D

My besties, noone cn replace them! Im so fortunate 2 have them in my life :) muacksss!!

Feeding time :)

yeah, this ppl in the pic r my 2 sis-in-law! The one on the left is the eldest SIL(yassmin) & 2nd SIL on the left (reyhana)! They r also anthr reason 2 make my b'day happen! I love u sisters! :D Thanks for everything :)

wondering who is this devilic angel? hahaha my dearest nnesah syg! Wohooo, im like so happy 2 c her in sari! :D Lookin gorgeous isnt she?

ANd this is my sisters(2 missing sadly)

21st b'day spend with sum1 i love :)

2010-10-07T20:44:00.009+08:00

On the 20th september 2010, i officially turned 21. 21 means freedom? hahaha i think till i get married i wun get freedom ah, juz noe this 21 doesnt really means freedom. When i wear my 21st key, nnesah ask me nt 2 wear it since i didnt get my freedom, well couldnt agree with her much but den its a gift & i love the chain so much, therefore, i couldnt avoid wearing it! hehehehe :)

Ouh well my b'day fall on a monday & its also my 1st day of ED posting. I suppose 2 have half a day of briefing but den nope, my briefing ended juz an hr time and the rest of the time i was assigned 2 P1. Great or what, the moment i strted on my posting there was an emergency, resuscitation, CPR and all. I was paired with yin lei and we bth juz stand thre & stare not knowin what 2 do. I saw the moment from the person gng PVT to the dead line. Ya, on my b'day i did last office, cool or what? hahaha. But p1 was nice. I still love ED posting :)

Aftr work i met nnesah, yap i celebrated my b'day with her. Sumhw or rather weneva we have att, we end up in the opp shift, irritating or what? but my holiday and her holiday oni same for 2 wks, which i hate more. Well its ok! OH she literally made me day! She was seriously super sweet i tell u. Well we met in city hall aftr work & den we headed 2 swensens 2 makan. Den aftr that the initial plan she told me was play bowling but no we didnt!

This sweet lil gal brought me 2 the flyer, ya it was my 1st time in the flyer, quite a month back i told her 2 bring me thre and den on b'day she brought me. Sweet or what, can summre lie 2 me. hahaha! Well the most sweetest part was, b4 she met me she wen all the way 2 the flyer 2 buy the ticket and den cum and meet me, and u noe wt lie she told me? she said she go home change & come! haha!

The ride wouldnt be that fantastic if i had gone there alone or with sum1 else. She made the ride memorable & lovable. Thanks syg!

Im so fortunate 2 have u in my life. I love u alot :) Ouh ya the album of memory lane u gave me was the bestest give i get for my 21st. Idk how many times i have looked at it and neva get bored. Thanks for everything ma :)

OUh ya pls pardon her eyes, she was actually having sore eyes and thanks 2 me coz i pass it 2 her. She suffered so much & sadly i couldnt do anything. :( anyway she is getting well. :)

I wasnt licking her ya, my tongue was out and she was happen 2 be near. lol! hehe :)

I love the waterfall :)

It a day full of love, fun and laughter! Everything wen perfectly well! Its a day i can neva 4get & so does she. I love u alot syg & again thanks for everything. EVerything that u have done for me so far, u r e one person i neva wanna lose in my life :)

Selamat hari raya 2010

2010-10-02T01:37:00.004+08:00

I know im such a slow updater, sorry been buzy with raya & my 21st b'day celebration! Well everyone hw did raya wen abt for u all? well for me 1st day of raya sux big time, 1st becoz the routine was neva the same anymore! Ya this yr i didnt get 2 c my cuz, bth my mum & dad side! Sickening i tell u! arghhh!

However 2nd day raya was awesome, i met all my cuz & i also met nnesah! I went for nnesah's niece 2nd yr b'day party, tt lil gal look super gorgeous i tell u, confirm grow up preety one but no matter wt she cant beat nnesah's beauty ya :)

Ouh wel my 21st b'day celebration potos r alr up in fb, thanks nnesah for putting up all the pics and tagging my cuz & frens! well soon i will update the pics over here ok, juz wait a lil more. ANyway now im on anthr 5 wks of holidays. Ot wasnt tt great, it wasnt my type, eventhough i enjoyed dng scrubbing, in the other hand, ED was awesome, somehw or rather i love my ED posting! ED is very buzy apart from CE(childen emergency). On the day i posted 2 CE, i sat down almst the whole day wtchin cartoon & looking ard. Well idk its me or isit really all those male & female nurse in ED quite gd looking! hehe! Ouh ya in bth OT & ED the SN all super frenly compare to the ANs. Weird? ya very!!

Ouh did u guys noe, during my 2nd & 3rd day of OT posting i was sick, i took MC and replaced during my 1st week of holiday. I was 2gthr with the group B ppl & they r frenly! Ok atlast im freed, now im enjoying my holidays! wohooooo!!! Ouh ya & i heard tt ward 53 sux big time, idk hw am i gonna survive. arghhhh! sumbody pls motivate me 2 finish my last yr in NYP can? thanks!

This is me & my elder bro :)

Me & my thambi!

Me & muMMy love

My 1st sis in law :)

This is my 2nd SiS in law!

The 2 gorgeous future SIL of mine, insya'allah :)

Hey shona, hey shona :)

2010-09-08T22:04:00.002+08:00

EXAMS R OVER!!!

Well monday i had my AN5 paper, which sux big time, i've a very high feeling tt i will sit for sub paper! Arghh!! We shall see how the results would b ah. Den today had my last paper socio. Hmm not tt bad ah, juz tt my energy was worn out juz by shading 100 mcq. Gosh, how can one cum out with so much of mcq's man, can literally die! But i think i can make it for my socio. HMm we shall c wthr my prediction is rite or nt ok? lol! Ouh ya look up the pic on top, tt flower done by my dad, nice rite? i love it! The black & white rose r beautiful.

Yest i met up with my nini darl, she acc me 2 buy invitation cards & aftr tt we sat down and had a lil chit chat. Gosh i noe i've missed out quite alot recently with my F4's tt i am so nt updated with the issues. F4, i miss u guys ah, sorry tt i couldnt catch up with u guys for all the latest meet up, had been buzy with raya preparation & also coz of my stupid sore eyes i was grounded. Hmm mayb next wk we shall meet up ok? B4 we officially meet up on my 21st celeb, we shuld have an get2gethr! I love u guys alot :) Ouh ya have alr started inviting my poly frens for my 21st party, only left with marina, den im done inviting poly mates. Hmm i also thought of inviting my sec sch fren, miss them many many! Well my darling F4 faster arrange for an meeting and dn let me know :)

I find tt life can neva me any perfect den this, i've alr got all the lovely ppl in my life dat i dun need anyone else alr. Im juz soo happy with my life now and its special thanks 2 all the lovely & wonderful ppls in my life, such as my family, cuz, my besties (F4), frens & YOU! Alhamdullilah :)

Okay cuming back, now we r left with one more day 2 raya, excited? Sooo fast man, aftr this att which i soo not looking forward! The worst things is my sleeping pattern is so screwed up tt im aslp wen every1 is awake & im awake wen every1 are asleep. Need 2 change it alr!!

I so wanna go jln at geylang at the eve of raya, its been 2 yrs since i last wen shpping on the eve of raya. Its so fun u noe, i usually roam ard thre with my cuz, disturbing each othr, making noise & enjoying ourself.

Check out how the gal is sitting on the bike, this was taken in s'pore ya!

Te amo :D

2010-09-04T00:03:00.005+08:00

Its 4th september today, atlast the day i waited for arrived! Wohoooooooo!! Im sooooo happy, literally very happy! Anyway dun cum n ask me why happy & stuff all ok? Its for me 2 know & for u to find out! so, happy finding out. hehe! Well life can neva be any perfect den this i guess! I just love my life! :D:D:D:D

Anyway hows raya shopping going by? Done with ur shoppings? In less than a week raya is here u noe? Well this yr my family theme is BLACK! Everyone wearing black including both my bro's gf! Excited? a lil bit esp excited 2 c my cuz, coz they make my days! :) Ouh ya and the kuih's my granny make, cant wait 2 taste wohooo!! Im a very happy gal! hahaha lol :) Ouh & this month im so buzy with lots of events, all my sats r booked!!! Im so excited for the upcoming events. hooray!!

Ouh btw last fri i wen geylang with my daddy, mummy, thanmbi afuni bro & his gf. Gosh it was super crowded lor & eventhough in tt crowd i bump into unwanted faces. arghh!! But it doesnt matter coz i still had fun! I bought 3 baju for myself, den bought bag & now left with heels and den my shopping is done! weeee! Maybe today i might b gng thre again with my 2nd bro gf, mum & thambi! :)

16 more days left before i gonna turn 21! SO old oreadi ah? hahaha, ppl say turn 21 gt freedom key, i think i will get the key but nt the freedom, sad ritE? hahaha! Its okay im happy with the way my life is rite now! :) Ouh ya, insya'allah i will be celebrating my 21st b'day! Looking forward :D

Every1 noe wt, im down with sore eyes & summre during my exams, great or wt? soo irritating, i couldnt even study for management ppr yest, i juz flipped thru & manage to understnd thing which special thnx 2 my audio book thu, w/o her i think i would have been blurred abt all the topics. Paper was ok ah, if u really study hard i think lot of ppl can score A, hahaha but count me out coz i didnt study. Hmm maybe i should strt on my AN5 today. so tt i wun b strugglin on sun night ya! Ouh ya u noe whre i get my sore eys from? its from my thambi!! Grrgggh!! Its all strted of with daud, den followed by all my othr cuz & now im the 41th person to get it, hahaha see my cuz, they even count hw many ppl kenna! & imran can literally say congratulation wen he gt 2 hear tt i gt sore eyes! My sweet lovable rascal cuz juz cant make me stop laughing most of the tymes!! Dunnoe wt the joy they get by disturbin me! lol! hehehehe love u cuzzie :D

Wel wel last wk i & nnesah wen 2 catch the movie inception. Movie was awesome & as nnesah said it really worth the 148mins ya! Now i wanna wtch step up 3 can??? But becoz of exams & fasting haiyo it juz push the date further. I also cant wait to watch NAAN MAHAN ALLA!! My bro alr bought the movie & tom i will get hold of it, yay!! cant wait! They also showin nice movie in vasantham central, dun fail 2 catch the movies if u r free!! :D

Da, im addicting to the kacheri song Now, haiyo, im listening 2 the song over n over again!! Thanks alot ya, i really love the lyrics, the beat, the gals voice, literally everything! "aiyayo parapparapa manasu thavikudhapa" :D:D:D:D

Happy Onam!!

2010-08-24T17:29:00.003+08:00

wohooo everyone, sorry for the late updates been kinda buzy with fasting and all + painting my hse bring up all the mess. Anyway i love my room colour, u noe why coz its pink. :) ANyway i would like to wish all my malayalee frens happy onam!!! Well yest i wenover to vishnu place to celeb onam! Definately enjoyed myself to d max. We played "I never" game, haha gosh all d truth came out to daylight. hahaha!! Goodnesss, must c my face, was so paiseh! hello, every1 wwas targeting me ok! arghhh!!!! hhahahaha!!
Woah time is flying, now alr is 2nd wk of fasting, arghhh i dun like it, can i juz freeze the time? coz i dun wan attachments & prcp! Btw durin the 3d day of fasting, i buka at my granny place, wt u expect, lots & lots of food, fun, laughter & enjoyment. Aftr so long later i played soccere with my cuz, fun fun fun, but my energy lvl drastically decreasing, but my skills still the same. weeee!! :D:D hehehe

After nearly 2 wks later i met up with nnesah, badly waited for tt day coz i missed her badly but aftr all that happen tt day, how wuld i wish i could turn the time. Lots of unexpected things happen, lots of words are nt meants 2 b spoken were told by me out of anger. Haiz, a day i will not forget, a day i regretted my actions. I m seriously very sorry da!!

I look so crap, thanks to fever & soar throat!! i jus hate throat infectn!!!

This is nnesah's neice nashywah, gosh she is super cute. Her laughter can literally make u smile, she juz smile for everything i said. haha so cute :D:D:D

NR0801

2010-08-11T22:56:00.003+08:00

My poly classmates, the day we were known as NR0801. Gosh imagine how fast 2 an half yr as passed so fast. So many things have happened during this yrs, wen i 1st known each one of them, all wre super nice. NOw i dunnoe isit their true colour is out or have they changed? But watever isit im happy with how my life is leading. However, i still miss those times where all was 2gthr n had fun. See how much ppl have grown from the 1st pic compared to the last pic. emories are really smth 2 b treasure, coz wen ppl change, u r only left with the memory to held on to.

2nd yr of poly. Eventhough my last sem sux like hell, the 1st 2 yrs with them was awesome. I seriously gonna miss few of them from my class, esp my groupmates who tolerated all my nonsense. hehe :D

The last yr of my poly life. Gosh every1 have grown super pretty! :D:D:D

Happy fasting everyone :D

2010-08-11T14:23:00.005+08:00

Happy B'day singapore & happy fasting everyone! SInce fasting has started, raya is nearing, which equivilent to att is coming & followed by PRCP! Goshhh time is flying!

Last week on 6th august was my darling cuz sista munirah's 16th b'day, Many more happy returns of the day my sweetest sista, i noe its a super late 2 wish now, hahaha sorry ya, was buzy & lazy 2 update! lol!! HOpe u had a awesome day ya. Love u sista :D
Had super long long weekend last week, it went kinda well. Enjoyed myself! Sat had prayers at tampines. Inititally didnt wanna go coz was having bad toothache, but thnk god i went! Had super fun, my nephew & niece & my cuz all made my day! :D

Salmahka, my most fav sista...I oni get 2 c her during funcs & therefore, i tend 2 miss her most of the times! U shuld c her dance, gosh can watch the whole day, SHe & my anthr cuz sista nisha r bth superb dancer! :D

Ashraf & rafina :D

Mani & saranya!! my most fav nephew & neice & also the most notorious!! :)

MY lovely & crazy & notty cuz!! haiyo it takes me so long 2 handle them! BUt they r still adorable :)

Suddenly i miss sch, shuld b more accurate i miss those times i hang out with thu, fi, zainah & sha at the bridge outside sch. I spend most of time out thre den in sch!! Gosh, thuuuu i miss u so much darling!!! Lets meet up soonn!!!

Tennu le

2010-08-02T23:18:00.004+08:00

Hello every1, yeah atlast i changed my blog 2 public since all my cuz blaming tt they cant read my blog. Ouh well my fren Nnesah is the one did the latest editing of my blog, haha from this u all shuld noe tt i dunnoe hw 2 do all this editing coz since they day i have blog till now my frens r the ones who helping me with the edition. Anyway Nnesah thnx for editing, it really look lovely & summre its so sweet of u to edit tt day itself wen i ask ur help! Thank you :)

Ouh well noe what? This wk is my last wk of sch, more 2 like fri is my last day of sch! Wohoooo, im like so happy! Dont nd 2 wake up in the morning and drag myself 2 sch anymore, yipeee!! But i will do miss few ppls, such as Khai ling, xue fang, afiq, aini, all those china gals, chiew ping, maggie, madeline den from othr class my sweetheart farhati, fadhilah, thu darling, hanaffi, marina & nnesah(btw nnesah i will b still seing u so its ok).
Well sun(1st aug 2010), was my BFF comel's ica engagement. Aftr so long later i met ja & ica, all wen super well, had so much fun with them. OMg ica looked so gorgeous tt day!! Hahaha down thre ica's parents, siblings all kept on asking wen me & ja gonna get engaged. Haiyo let ja engage 1st cn, she been att for 4 yrs alr, i still hvn find any1 yet. S still gt long way 2 go :) Im so not intrested with any1 right now, im so happy with how my life gng rite now, no intention 2 find any! SO juz let me lead my life as it is now can, pls! DUN DISTURB! Thank eu :)

Ica's sis syiqin & bro daniel! They r super funny ppl!!

Here comes my gorgeous sweetheart Aishah! :D

The beutiful couples :)

MY 2 precious darlings! :D:D:D

I love his dimple :) he super noisy i tell u

While waiting for the princess 2 get ready, we was camwhoring :D

"I swear i would be nothing w/o u"

Never ending

2010-06-03T00:06:00.004+08:00

wohoooo, i am back, lol! sry, been very very very buzy lately. Haiz, its also been long since i spend time with my family & cuz. Suddenly i find that 24hrs in a day is nt enuff. really NOT enuff. I've been oni slpin like 4 hrs everyday. haha no matter hw tired i go, i still neva fail 2 go out. Was actually workin on mon & yest. Work was fun, hahaha kinda relak ah.

Ouh anyway my health status is gettin bad to worst. Sudd sudd symptoms like chest pain, giddiness is showin up. yeah i noe i haven c doc, fri im gng. Ouh ya im gonna ctch singam muvie, weeeee!! actually i oreadi have the CD at home but den i alr promise my sweetheart & so im gonna wtch in theathr :)

This is my work uni in MBS. KInda cool u noe, i like. i prefer w/o the vest actualli. I still wonderin since wen henna becum tattoo. yeah i've henna drawn in my hand by my bro's gf & ppl thought is tattoo. WHAT? crzy isit ppl? haiyoooo!!

Ouh ya tolkin abt holidays, aftr holidays is my AN3 & 4 + lab theory test. Arghh, My book r fully empty, gr8 or wt? hahaha & in this i aimin for GPA 3. hahaha forget it la. AFtr that im havng my skill test, hey ppl wish me luck can? i nd it terribly. Somemmore my attendance is getting worst, guess wt im nt even attending my tuto. Yeah, i juz hate gng sch, haha thinking abt how ppl react durin att & in sch, i find it super weird. wt making use of me? F*ck la!

Nw wen i look back the yrs i have passed by, lots of unexpected things had happen, i dunnoe wthr to smile or cry abt it. Now wteva things that happening in my life, i still dunnoe why isit being this way, isit for good or bad, im still clueless. Im forced to fake, a smile, a laugh everyday of my life.

Million tears for u

2010-05-23T23:30:00.003+08:00

Last fri wen great, certain ppl promise me tt they will make my day & yeah they did, thnx for the day guys! :D Sat & sun wen by juz sleeping, haiyooo! Next wk is a busy wk...

F4 i missing u guys, faster meet up cn? I need 2 update u guys abt lots of things!! Love u 3 lots :D
Noe wt, this chikopek syg of mine is gonna get engaged at aug, insya'allah. Goodness im soo happy for her. CHikopek i miss u 2, meet u up soon ok? Sorry kinda buzy, will meet u by this wk, LOve u lots loosu :D

Arghh i haven even strt on my journal, next wk i also have my arway management skill text. wish me luck ok? Mon to fri my schedule is totally packed!!

2010-05-20T23:26:00.003+08:00

Wohoo yest had a super long day, wen out aftr sch with my frens. I should say this, aftr months later i laughed till i teared and its total thanks to lavaniya, haiyoo she super crazy, made me laugh the whole day & also priya, ouh ya not leaving out tashini. Yest i also catch Back up plan movie yest. IT WAS NICE. Super funny i tell u. laughing thruout the muvie. AFtr the muvie end, tashini wanted 2 wtch it again, hahaha & it was alr 9 plus.
Think b4 u want 2 becum a scrub nurse. haha! But its fun but nt easy! Gosh why they assess all this! Arghhh

Slacking during lab!! My most fav chinese fren, for lots of reason :) Ouh ya she has been holding on to my card since week 2, haha dunnoe hw many apple pie i owe her since yr 1, nvm i shall treat u one shot with a great feast ok? love u :)

She is chiew ping, my classmate, one of the preety gal in my class :) The right pic is her 1st probation driving license of hers', the middle pic is her learning one & last on the right is her so called free to ride driving license. haha tts nt the thing, the thing is, c how much she have change compare 2 her 1st pic, gosh she have really grown preety, stay preety always :)

The 2 crazy fren of mine, aiyo they r realli realli realli very funny sia, they cn make ur day no matter hw sad u r. The one on the left is tashini & the one on the right is lavaniya, c la wt kinda of pose all they give. hehe. I noe have neva mention abt them b4. As days goes by i shall tolk more :)

This one tooken in the chalet :) F4 i'm missing u all oreadi, lets meet up soon!

LOVE W/O REASON LAST LONGEST! :)

Incomplete

2010-05-17T22:10:00.004+08:00

1stly i wanna apologize to my shona syg, syg i'm very very very very sorry about wt had happen, i noe im 2 be blamed & the fault is on me..sorry ah syg, gimme one more chnce cn? i wun do it again. Dun stay mad at me pls? I love u ok? muackxxx

well well last fri i wen 2 work in BQT at marina bay, work is soo cool i tell u..tiring one thing but still itss so fun & realli i enjoyed myself & i would like 2 thnk my fren for making my day and tt cute guy. hehe!
hey the uuni is soo cool lei, i like!! hahaha!! :D

So syg, wen i gonna meet u next? 3rd july? gosh!! Thnx ah. I mISS u da!! I juz hate this thingy abt 2 mnths!!! :(

Happy mother's day! A lil suprise from the kids, despite all the tired & lack of slp tt day, i'm so happy 2 make my mum smile. Nth is precious den my parents happiness! Seeing my parents happy juz make my day :) LOve u mum :)

The 2 lil kuku's in my life! hahaha!! MY 2 sweethearts :)

vishnu & her nonsense! A wonderful & awesome 3 days spend with them :) will upload the other pics once i grab hold of it!

ouh well now is wk 5 of sch, haiz i juz hate gng sch, dun b suprise if u happen 2 c me very very less in sch, i try my very best nt 2 shw myself up in sch! Ouh ya ppl was tolkin abt cryin during grad, im so glad tt u guys found a wonderful ppl in poly unlike me. I wun say i didnt find awesome ppl, yes i did..there r few of them in the list & i think they noe who u r, im so glad 2 found u guys in my life, every1 meant smth 2 me! But me will be the most happiest person wen i grad, haha those who noe wt i had wen thru den they wuld noe the reason for my happiness & of coz i will miss those awesome ppl i found, esp sum1!

MISSING U BADLY :(

2010-05-10T18:55:00.004+08:00

last saturday i spended my day with my F4 + ruveen. Day was awesome. That night b4 meetin f4 spend with zara, fauzy, fyfie & wani. I dunnoe how can they be soo happy go lucky. They remind me my old-self. I so miss being happy. This zara once saw me 1st thing ask me, hey whre is my riddle. hahah loosu sia she. den fauzy all the way was soo suddenly early mornin strted his nonsense. Haha den i ask wt happen la, all the way thru the night u fine den sudd wt happen, den he say morning madness! hahaha!! Funny ppl sia

So tt morning slept juz for 2 hrs and den wen 2 met ruveen & nini. well we actually planned 2 suprise vishnu for her b'day. It was my idea actualli but the plann was carry put by nini, so really mus thnk her for making this happen.
Well actauullii not oni vishnu was suprised, but we also, coz wen she came we dunnoe, coz she didnt text ruveen. arrghhh!! butt everythin went superb well. Vishnu mum was realli cute la, haiyo!! hahaha! Then her mum ordered Pizza for us. Yummy yum!

Aftr tt late aftrnn they all planned 2 go out, haiyo even i say i dun wanna 2 follow they neva let me go. They scolded me sia, so i didnt have choice but followed. But yeah i realli enjoyed myself & thnx 2 them. LOve u all alott :)

....Is feeling down...one of the days wen the past hurts more then the usual and the present isnt doing me no favour either...but hopes tmr will be btr...

"I'd be happy to miss u everyday if it doesnt hurt but unfortunately missing u does hurt alot & i have to bear the pain everyday.."

"I try very hardest to stay away from u, to keep u out of my mind, but it seems as if, the harder i try, the more it doesnt work "

"Even if this moment becomes 'ONCE UPON A TIME' and i wont get to have my happily ever aftr, I'm happy that i spent it with someone extra special like u"

PS: Eventhough u dun miss me, u dun wish 2 c me, u hate me or dun find the need 2 meet me...I cn neva hate u but instead i oni get hurt more & more & miss u like hell :((

U WILL ALWAYS BE MY SWEETEST MISTAKE :D

2010-05-07T21:05:00.004+08:00

Today my day strted off kinda well actualli, haiyo i tell u, zaara, fyfi & fiman super kecho sia. At 3 am in the morning make me laugh till my tummy hurts, esp zaara! aiyoooo she super hyper sia, somemore at 3 AM U NOE!! hahah we were actualli tolking and den she strted 2 ask all kinda of stupid riddles, hahahaha!! and we wre all was actualli trying 2 ans, yeahh tell me abt it!! hahaha! Then fiman usually the quietest in our clique, walau tt night very noisy sia, disturb me sia, woah suke eik fiman! hahahah!! Zaara cute, aftr askin all the riddles in malay den she ask u understand the ques rite, den i say bloody hell no la kuku!! hahaha!! But they can tolerate me tolkin malay sia, choooo chweet!!!

AFtr tt we all actualli wen to CWP 2 makan, ard 7 in the mornin alrdy, den i told them i nd 2 go off need 2 go sch, den zaara, alah dun need go sch for lect at 9, juz go for lab at 10 ok! hahaha!! They neva let me off till 8 plus sia, aftr tt i rush home den left sch!! GOshh!! BUt they made my day!!! :DD

DEn guess wt sch oni 2 hrs, hahaha i wen sch w/o knowin timetable 1, aftr tt i was actualli complainin 2 thulasi tt i wannna badli catch my darl vj sura muvie, guess wt she did! she brought me 2 the muvie 2day itself, awwww so sweeettt!! she made time for me juz 2 watch muvie wit me!! So sweeet of u la darling, i love u di!! :D The muvie was FUNNY, realli funny, we wre laughing & laughing & laughing! Vijay was soo neat aftr haircut n shaving but i prefer his messy hair & face!!! Tamana HOT SIA!!! GORGEOUS!! CAN MELT!! :)))
SOmeone said "its btr to lose a relationship den lose ur pride" but wen u love sum1 with all u gt, ur pride doesnt mean anything. Ur pride matters wen the person mean nth 2 u & u dun mind losing the person.

"Dont show so much love to anyone...becoz it creates a non curable pain wen they strt avoiding u"

SmoKe mAchine

2010-05-06T10:29:00.002+08:00

Did i told u i gt a new chaffeur, mind me if the spelling is wrng! well itss sooo cool 2 have some1 fetch & drop u in their own wish! Hehe! Now u cn c me rarely travelling 2 sch in MRT unless sch strts late or i planned 2 come sch late. LOL!!

Ouh & ya the other day some1 made my day, coz i was actualli introducing myself & wen i told my age they was like u sure or nt, they didnt believe im 21 till they saw my IC. They tought i was 18, weeeee!! hahaha LOL! Hey even wen i wanna buy sugar, the shopkeeper still ask my IC lor, which is realli irritating!!

WEll the other day i had a get2gthr with my cuz, its like we've been planning & planning & tht day we eventualli made it. I tell u it was FUN!! It was filled with full of laughter!! & now even boi asking wen shall we meet next. hahaha sorry boi, im nt as free as i was b4, will meet up wen we meet up! haha
Ouh ya tt day we actualli strted off abt drinkin, clubbing & stuff. Well they actualli wanna try clubbing & drinking, hahaha shall wait for the time! AFtr tt guess wt topic we wen into? we eventualli strted 2 tolk abt ISLAM & stuff, Lastly we ended our convo tolkin abt ghost stories. hahaha it sumhw linked our convo la, we didnt have the heart 2 leave but no choice coz it was realli runnin late! Thnx for the day my 2 sweethearts :)

"The wounds of love can only be healed by the one who made them"

-syrus Publilius

"Sometimes as much as u love some1 and give them everything they still walk away & leave u with nothing"

I FORGET TO, FORGET U!

2010-05-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

I noe i've nt been updating my blog properli, gosh sorry, really very buzy, dun even have time for myself actualli! ANyway now its oreadi wk 3, gosh times is realli flying super fast! Well nth great abt sch actualli, all the same old routine & stuff. Ouh mayb i should say this, ppl who wasnt tolkin 2 me last sem r actualli tryin 2 tolk 2 me this sem, hmmmm suprising!! Lets c how far does it go!

Ouh ya, do u guys noe my sch rules?? I'm seriousli BANNED from skipping lects, yupp seriousli, i'm nt allowed 2 skip lects unless i've a very very good reason, if not someone will be mad at me & will nt tolk to me!! Ouh ya anthr thing, i also cnt slp during lects, noe why? coz this thu sit right beside me during lectures & once i strt dozing off, shee will whack me & ensure tt i listen 2 the lect!! hahaha

Welll aftr mnths later, last last wk i met up with my F4, ouh ya we actualli juz bought a small cake n suprised poo!
Poo is making wish!! Well The 2 guys behind, one fellow is poo's guy & the other is her MDIS fren!

MY 3 darlings, who doesnt fail 2 disturb me & be thre for me!! LOve u all 3 :)

FEEDING TIME!! haha :D

SURA movie is out & i sooo wanna catch it!!! Well some1 told me they will wtch with me but sadli thre is no news from tt person!!! haizz dunoe whre life is taking me to!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VISHNU PRIYA!!

2010-05-05T23:04:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to u, Happy birthday to u, Happy birthday darling vishnu, Happy birthday to u! Yeahhh tday is her b'day, she juz turned 22, gosh old lady oreadi la she. Hahaha

Anyway gal, all the best in wteva u do & may all ur wishes come true. LOve u Lots monkey!! *Huggzzzz & KISsesss*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D

2010-04-26T00:28:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday daddy!!! May allah's blessing stay upon u always!!

LOve U LOtS & ALways dad!

I'm so greatful to get u as my dad, no1 cn love, syg & do everything for me like u do!!

I MISS EU!! :(

2010-04-25T22:50:00.004+08:00

well its like one week since had been strted! HAiyo i hate sch, realli i HATE sch, i dun wanna go sch, but ya 3rd yr sia, cnnt play ard alrdy! I would 2 declare smth, i officially HATE my classmates!! If u noe wt i've been thru den u will noe why i am saying this!

1st wk of sch alr lots of things happen, haiya nth great 2 tolk abt la, almost all of my days was bad! darmn irritated! haizzz i wann my sec sch frens to be in my poly!!! haizz!!

Woah i gt 2 cuz of mine studying in my sch, one is in nursing same as me & the other is in OT! Well it doesnt make any diff they being thre actually, wteva isit i juz wanna get out from tt sch, seriousli, i'm waiting patiently for my sem 2 be over!!

Last sat i wen out with my cuz nazirah 2 catch gurushetram, its a tamil movie made in singapore. Hey seriousli its nt bad u noe, like fr the 1st time s'pore making movie ah, its realli nice la, esp vishnu & siva's acting was awesome! Worth wtching actualli, alah, u cn wtch movie taken by other countries den wts wrng with u all supportin singapore for making movies ya! :D
I met her like aftr 4 mnths later, the last tyme i saw her was during New yr & now oni i seein her. Haiya we r oni known as cuz but we realli meet very rare, unless we realli plan 2 meet up, if we didnt den it wun work out! Summre she stayin at woodlands, wts more ya! But ok lah had fun, haha she & her nonsense! One of my fav dad side cuz :)

Hmmm, thinking of ......

Hahaha, we randomly take pic sia, c la wt stupid thing all we dng, well this fellow look gd rite? haha u mus c his sista, haiyo very gorgeous sia, seriously! Very very preety, i was more fond 2 his sis den him actualli! hahaha!! sadly the sista was sitting the other corner if nt i for sure take pic of her. LOL!! hey but realli, the sista darm gorgeous man, like evrything is perfect! hahahaha! okay i btr stop! LOL

The day my cuz sis nisha came down to my hse, she stays at tampines, like freaking darmn far ya! & her child omg still as cute as b4!

Siraj marteen :D

Choooooo cute :D

WAITING

2010-04-25T20:03:00.005+08:00

Last wed i spend my day with thulasi, we wen dwn 2 west coast park 2 slack, woah nowadays the wthr is juz so unpredictable juz like humans. coz for one moment is freaking hot & the next moment is strted 2 rain terribly!! Wen i 1st wen thre it was super hot den sudd very windy, woah i juz love the wind!! Ok la, my day wen gd, have of the time we wre listenin 2 song actualli! haha, thnk god she listen 2 tamil song!
Wen we wen thre gt this caucasion family, thre gt this 2 kids, omg super cute i tell u & their eye colour, gosh cn juz look at it the whole day! hahaha if u dunnoe me, den juz noe tt i cn fal for ppl eyes & smile! *winks*

she is trying 2 act manly, does she make it? haha u help me find out ok?

Thu's new shades! haha

Nice rite?? woah i juz love this!! sooo nice u noe, sit dwn & wtch sunset! Mind relaxing! If anyone wanna brng me out, can u brng me 2 sumwhre tt gt sunset which is soo lovable! Nothing is so romantic den sitting down with sum1 u love beside u & lying on their shoulder & wtching sunset with them, awwww I LIKE! hehe

I wen to catch clash of the titans 3D with fati last wk, i told u rite, its a must for us 2 go out during holiday atleast one! She is getting nautier & naughtier as days goes by! haha!!

haiyo this gal ah, still very shy 2 e surrondings & ppl aprt from me! haiya in coclusion she is not shy towards me anymore compare 2 the tyme i knew her for the 1st tyme!! Now can scold me sia she, last tyme im the one who will always be tolking & now she do tt job! haha :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

2010-04-23T22:37:00.004+08:00

WOhooo i'm back, i noe my blog was sleeping for the pass wks, thnx 2 my lappy which sudd strted 2 give prob, so i actually send it over for repair last wk & oni gt it back yest!! YEahh tts lot of things 2 actually update about, well let me strt with my last wk holiday, it actualli wen superb gr8, d oni prob is tt its so short!!

Welll well last wk on the 13th of april it was my lil darl poo's b'day! HAppy b'day gal, hope u had a blast on tt day & me sincerely wishing u all the best for wteva u do!!

TAke care
LOve U
:D

Yeah n the 16th of april was my granny b'day, she juz turn 70, wasted couldnt celeb coz of certain family prob we wen thru! Btw Happy b'day nenek, i love u alot despite ur nagging, hehe :D

Oh yeah last mon was perfectt, spend it with my syg, i wen swimming with my syg, aftr so long later i actualli spent soo many hrs 2gthr with her, weee i realli enjoyed myself :D The planning of gng 2 swiming was literally very weird coz we we hangin otf from 12mn till 7 in the morning and den aftr tt we sudd plan of gng 2 swimming & therefore we actually met at 9, had our breakfast & den headed 2 yishun swimming pool! The whthr was freaking hot i tell u, we bth was sweating like hell but despite everything i realli enjoued my day! :D

Like how we planned, i've alr wen swimming, sheesha, night safari & catched movie with her, YAY!! :D NOw lets catch vijay's new movie SURA in theatre which will be realising on the 30th april :D

she was buzy otf & i was bored so was actualli disturbin her by taking pic :)

Dunnoe why she so stress also, hehe!!

HAppy b'day to the april b'day baby's :D

2010-04-11T20:20:00.004+08:00

1st of all i would like 2 wish all the 8 & 9th birthday baby's (farid,mathew, S & Pugen), many more happy returns of the day!! May all ur wishes come true!! Hope u guys had a blast & enjoyed urself max on tt day!! Take caree of urself everyone & i'm wishing u all the best in wteva u do in ur life. I'm very sorry 2 those i totalli look over their b'days, totalli forget i shuld say & nt purposely. Seriously didnt expect u 2 wait for the whole day for my call/msg 2 wish u! I'm sorry 2 make u sad on ur b'day!

Broo u make me worried earli in the morning, seriousli!! Can u not do things like this anymore, U noe how disappointed every1 is or nt! U make us worried soo much, i always wish u best for ur life & pls grow up! Rmb we (ur family, cuz & bros) will always be thre for u & love u! Get well soon broo! :D

Well 2day a very gd commotion wen abt in my hse, i seriously tell u, being the oni gal in the hse is nt gd, coz u will b stucked in the middle for everything! Dunnoe which story 2 believe, btw i cnt b bothered coz im happy tt i get back bro in 1 piece! haiyoo having sucha stubborn bro is nt easy lor, but he stubborn in a cute way tt u cnt get angry with him!! Bro cn u pls get back ur senses right, haiyoooo stil behaving like a small boi, sumtimes i dunnoe wthr u my elder or younger bro also! hahaha but still i love u :D

yest had soo much fun in my granny hse, haiyo u cn neva c a crazy bunch of ppl like my cuz, i tell u, seriousli, omg, hahahhaa but they r realli realli realli funny!! hahaha!! my 1 wk holiday plans r kinda messed up but its okay im willin 2 sacrifice my time for my bro, nth is more impt 2 me den him! :D

U came hopping like RAINDROPS! :D

2010-04-09T20:34:00.004+08:00

Yeahhhh noe wt my attachment is over but i think im gonna miss al the ppl i work with, most of them very very nice, esp my CI, its soo fun 2 have such a funny & crazy ci like her!! The 3 wks juz flied off soo fastt, it was tt enjoyable ya!! Today was my last day & all the notti & noisy students were in morning shift. Me, thu, fi, shikin, mat & cam! Our obj for 2day was to float ard & disturb CI!! haha well we did float ard but den also did alot of things!! Disturbing CI wass sooo fun!! We disturb likeee terribly, esp all the morning student coz the aftrnn student was chunk with the goodie ones!! hahaha!!

Weell 2dayy i did NGT insertion, wah like sooo happy, coz atlast i did smth tt i learn in yr 2 sem 2!! hahaha & in a wk time our name tag gonna change 2 red colour, aiyoo scaryyy!!! But i cnt w8 2 graduate off actually, hahaha wannna faster fast strt workin & fly offf, insya'allah!! I was actualli planning 2 do my PRCP onn this ward, ward 43 surg ward!! Quite interestin lei & the staff most of them all nice!! hahaha

Today i oni didnt distrub my ci, but also the AN farhanah, she super cite lor, i was all the while stolking her!! hhaha den i told u in the earlier post gt 1 philipino AN very preety, she ask me wthr i go clubbing or nt, den she say cum lets go one day!! Haha & omg she is nt att sia, suprising, cozz she is tt preety actualli, super gorgeous!! OMG i'm soo gonna miss the ppl dwn thre!! But i'm so happy 2 feel tt i dun nd 2 wake up earli in the morning, answering call bells & stuff!! ANyway as much of all the complains, i still ENJOYED my posting hell alot :D

Haiyoo anthr wk time i'm gonna b in yr 3, stresss!! i'm aiming 2 get atleast a GPA of 3, aiyoo dunnoe cn or nt also..now my gpa is like oni 2.6 like tt, soo bad!! Thinking wanna go lect is a sucha big headache, nvm lets c wen i go yr 3 ok! hahaha

"DUnnoe how or why u came into my life, i juz noe i'm happy u did"

"Our roads may be bumpy & cracked, but i would rather go dwn that road with u, than go down a flat & straight road & not be happy.... I LOVE U :D"

HUMAN R SO UNPREDICATBLE!!

2010-04-03T15:19:00.005+08:00

"Value not the things you have in ur life but rather WHO u have in ur life"

"If u spend too long holding on to the one who treats u like an option, u'll miss finding the one who treats u like a priority!!"

THE FEW HOURS I SPEND WITH U R WORTH THE THOUSAND HOURS I SPEND WITHOUT U!!

Yest i had an freaking awesome day with Fauzika, rammy, hamidaka, nisha & suganthi!! We actualli wen to Funna the mind cafe to play games!! ENjoyed myself freaking much & Laughed like hell!! Thre's always a say tt if u laugh too much u will end up crying, yeahh its soo true, yest night i end up crying!!

Well Nisha was super funny la, well she tolk tamil so cute, hahaha i think i myself wil forget hw 2 tolk tamil la! hahaha hey but she improved alot lei, she nw understnd almost wteva we tolk in tamil but juz tt wen she strt sayin smth in tamil we juz cnt stop laughing!! hahaha

ouh ya hamidahka & nisha is flying of 2 aust on the 9th may, den nisha warned me 2 cum n send her off, insya'allah if i free i will cum dwn ok!! Ouh yaa she also planning to go london next yr june, den she call me along, yeahhh i wanna goo oso but den london no milo la, how ah? hahaha!!

Aftr playn game we wen 2 boat quay & slack & left home kinda late, well i became very rebellious, i told my parents i will b back home at 9 but oni reached home at 11 plus!! haiya once awhile oni!

Well me & thu plannin 2 go aust & work, yeap seriously, we bth tolk 2 our parents & they also agreed!! she have also research on9 abt the info also! Insya'allah, we wil bth fly off aftr we work ard 1 yr + to 2 yrs dwn yr!! Yeahhh i cnt w8, i dun wanna stay here, haizzzz!! The oni reason stop me from migratin is my cuz & frens! wen i told this idea 2 my cuz, lots of them wre unhappy, but i juz dun wanna stay here!!!

Nisha, me, rammy & suganthi :)

Well some1 say taking 3 flu med is overdosing, haiya nth happen 2 me lei, i'm still dng fine, shit la, will try taking 4 now & update hw the effect ok!

Noww im left with oni 5 days of attachmtn, weeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Den i gt 1 wk of holiday den sadli back 2 sch!! I DUN WANNA GO SCH!! DUN FIND THE NEEDS 2 go thre alr!! haizzzz i juz hate gng sch!! LIFE SUX!!

This was one of the game we played & u noe hw excited nisha was 2 play this game, OMG!! she ah very terrible la!! hahahahha!! BUt the clues were reali reali disgusting la but FUN!! i love this game, hahaha coz its so fun 2 c ppl reactn wen we give clues!! hahaha esp NISHA's reactn!! hahahaha she veryy funny la!! The oni 1 who left clueless & think stght was rammy, hahaha coz she still young la!! hahaha!! LOL!! i wanna go & play thre again!! fun siaa!! Wel thre r more pics will b updated in FB ok? :D

MILO GODZILLA!!! IT WAS NICE!! :D

See the pic, its tooken at 11.45pm & all my aunts & nenek r slacking outside mac! hahaha!! Mus listen 2 their conversatn, very wild u noe!! hahaha lol!!

Last sat i wen swimmin with my cuz sis, had so much fun with them, bullied them like hell coz none of them noe swimmin! hahaha!! suganthi oso came dwn but didnt swim!!

Us in cck swimming complex, at the spa area!! :D

The gals who i spend my day with!!

i like this pic!! hahah lol

April 16 is my nenek 70th b'day, yeahh we r gng out to celeb her b'day & now i cnt wait for the get2gethr!! I sill cnt believe my nenek turning 70, she look way younger!! LOVE U GRANNY!! :D

Sometimes i feel like the luckiest person in the world becoz i've such an perfect parents, lovely bros, awesome cousins, 3 wonderful besties & 1 gorgeous gf! Alhamdullilah :D

Yest was my uncle ahmad(fauziahka dad) b'day! Happy b'day uncle, eventhough u r nt ard with us, ur memories will always stay fresh on our hart & mind, missing u alot, cnt believe tt its been nearli 1 an half yr since u left us :(((

LOL!! juz posing la! hehe

Ouh ya paiya muvie is out & i badli wanna ctch it!! Gonna ctch this muvie with thu on my last wk of holidayy, weeee cnt wait!!!
I'm scared 2 get close to ppl. It seems everytime i get close to someone they always have to go away. Even though i leave u, u r still my gorgeous gf whom i love, adore & treasure alot!

"Wen u left me all alone in that empty room of despair my heart just stumbled down & scattered into pieces. I hope u r happy & i'll do anything 2 make u smile."

"No matter how badli a thing is hurting us, sometimes, letting it go hurts even worse"

I really dunoe wts wrong with u..but i noe one thing for sure...that no matter how much u hurt me, icant stop loving U!

2010-03-27T16:30:00.003+08:00

"The worst isnt wen u r in love with someone who doesnt love u back, the worst is wen u r still in love with somebody who used to love u"

Sorry, my heart is closed for renovation, be back wen the damage is repaired!! (No guarantee wthr it will b repaired)

Gosh its been long since i had an outing with my sistas, need 2 plan one soon!!

Now im having attachment, 5 days has been gone & so far all gng so good!! Yeah having sucha wonderful CI is an advantage!! & the AN's dwn thre every1 r super hardworking & nice!! Woah & thre gt one AN is super duper preety sia, darmn gorgeous!! haha!! Then gt one eurasian doc oso, she also darmn gorgeous, she look very simple but she super preety & i love the way she tolk!! Well the SN dwn thre, ok lah nt all nice but most of them r nice, approachable & realli teach u alot & give u alot of oppurnity 2 meet the objective!! Now im left with oni 9 dayss!! wohoooo!!

I gt one att fren nana, aiyoo she super kecho, like realii very kecho!! U noe the SN ask her 2 flush the iv drip aftr the antibiotic finish, den she go take 20 mls cup of water den approach me hw 2 pour this inside!! haiyoooo!! hahahahha!! THen the other day she ask, hey i gt condom u wan?, hahahaha i was like, WTH? hahaha wt im gonna do with it!! lol!! hahahhaa! Funny la shee.. ouh ya yest coincidentally met joann, she still the same la, as hyper as usual, now she oni left with like 3 wks of prcp & den tts it!! soo syiok ah!!!

This is me wen i was like 1 yrs old!! cute or nt?? hahaha lol

Yest aftr work met nini, she was lil down & wanted 2 meet me, so yaa juz met a 4awhile tolk tolk & wen back home 11 plus, ouh ya me & her did a no. of planning, ssh secret, wil update abt our plans once we accomplish it ok? haha lol!! Btw yest was a super long day, im soo happy 2 c u yest, idk wthr it is the last tyme im spending time with u but i hope it is not, well idk, but i would like to say this, all the memories i had with u is precious & it cn neva be erased & i promise u tt u'll neva be replaced!!

This is edited by vishnu priya!! SO nice!!

Idk wt to say aftr this, 1st of all u oreadi had the mindset tt i will do the same as wt she did, u dun have the trust/believe tt i wun do the same, aftr this idk how 2 make u understnd or convince u, nvm ah, maybe i guess its juz fated to be this way but if u eva need me or wan me back, pls call or text me, i will always b there for u & still love u the same as i do now!

"Enjoyed everyday that i spent with u and i will miss u cause i'm happy that i had u at all"

"You touched my life & left ur fingerprints on my heart, though i may try to erase you from my mind, the evidence will stay long aftr u depart"

TORN!!

2010-03-23T23:45:00.003+08:00

Who do u turn to wen the only person in the world who could stop u from crying is the one who made u cry??

"It's over + The day u went away + Thinking of u = i'm not okay"

Well 1stly i would like 2 wish my long lost fren who is in indo now a many more happy returns of the day Fuji Dwi jayanti, hope u r dng fine down thre & may allah's blessing stay upon u always!! Take care & haf fun! :D
Well today my day strted off like shit, seriousli, i woke up with a bad flu, i being stupid thought it will go off by itself so didnt take any med. Den even b4 i left for work my flu haven stop, soo i took 2 tab of flu med!! Yeahh last tyme the med doesnt make me dizzy at all, but now nt the same anymore!! GOsh i suffered like hell alot, i almost wanted 2 faint, it was tt drowzy!! Aiyah i shuld have juz fainted and died dwn thre, haizz!!

Ouh aftr tt i was super hungary, so i bought mee goreng & packed it up!! Wen i order i told the fellow 4 times, tt i wanted less spicy! but WTH it was freaking spicy, it burned my lips, haiyooo!! Thnx to my fren who was soo sweet enuff tht she gave me her food & she ate mine, i wass soo touched!SOme her food was like thousand times btr den me, but juz for my sake she ate my foodd, OMG, Thnx alottt!!

Ouh yap i gt a new name for smoking aprt from sugaring, tts call "play chop stick", hahaha tts how my att fren nana call, haha!! Welll i've seriousli dun wanna comment anything abt today, hurt enuf 2 tolk abt it!!

Oh ya aftr eating the mee goreng by heart burn strt 2 act up & me being stupid again, i go drink coke!! well i juz becumin stupid as day go by, so ya pls mind me, i juz hope sooner or later i juz lost my memory or juz die off like tt!!

"Often we say goodbye to the person we love w/o wanting, but it doesnt mean tt we dun love them. SOmetimes goodbye is a painful way to say i love eu!"

I hide my tears by walking in the rain....

2010-03-22T22:21:00.003+08:00

Yest u guys gt wtch MAN u VS Liverpool?? Man u WON!! WOhoooo, glory glory manchester united!! NOTHING BUT UNITED :D hahaha its soo good 2 have bro's who support Man u & liverpool, coz wen liverpool lost, Myself & my elder bro was teasing my 2nd bro!! hahahaha soo FUN 2 tease him!! Yest even Imran & irfan came over 2 c the match!! My dad very cute, he doesnt noe anything abt soccer but he comment alot abt Man u, coz of my 2nd bro my dad support liverpool!! Hahaha yest wass sooo FUN!! Weeeeeeee Man u WON, im soooo happy!!! :DD

Today was 1st day of attachmnt & i sooo like my CI alott!! SHe very the nice la!! Today everything wen well, But sadli thu & fi diff shift!! Fi is the joker dwn in the ward, 2day he kecho like hell sia, had fun actualli but the ward is nt buzy sia, so the time run Freaking slow & now i'm left with 13 days of attachmnt!! WOhoooooo!!!

Guess wt i & thu did 2day? haha we wre soo bored den we bth wen into the clean utility & was exploring den i told thu abt the idea of wt my aunty gave 2 check our own urine analysis using the deepstick, so we bth actualli go take the deepstick and den checked for ourself! Her's is abnormal becoz she is oreadi gt sum prob, hahaha guess wt mine also abnormal!! I'm nt having my menses but i gt blood in the uring, yeah the blood was 4+! hahaha and wteva suppose 2 b neg it was shown positive! I noe i gt sum prob but juz tt i dun wanna get it checked!! Then thu scold me, she say if i'm nt gonna visit the doc she is nt gonna tolk 2 me!! Goshhh!!! hahaha but me & doc cannt make it la, u shuld ask those who noes me!!! Now im hving back pain at the right side sia, dunnoe why, suddenly soo painful, arghhhhhh!! :(((

Tmr results is out, hahaha i noe i confirmed flung badly!! I dun wanna take my results can? Thu sey she will help me check, noooooo i dun wanna noe at all!!! hahahaha!! I juz dun gonna bother abt the results oreadii!! This stupid matt kept on repeatin abt the results till it stuck into my head!! SHIT!!! Pray hard tt i pass ppl, okay? hahaha but i noe my GPA gonna drop like hell!! Then u noe wt thu, fi, matt & myself told 2 each other tt we gonna study hard & gonna attend all the lects from next sem onwards! hahaa as long as i dun have lects at 8, im fine with it!! LOL!!

"SOmetimes we hang on. Even if we should really let go...because sometimes the right things doesn't always give us the right feelings :("

"If u love something, let it go, if it comes back its urs to keep, if not it neva was, if ur not sure it'll come back though break its legs so it cant leave :)"

AwEsOmenEss

2010-03-21T00:42:00.005+08:00

"SOmeTimes i sit & wonder if it was aLL woRth It, DeN i RmB aLL thE GoOD tIMes & say To Myself It tOtally wAs...I MISS U!!"

"SOmetimes the past Is sOmetHing u Juz cAnt Let gO Off. & sUmtImes the past is Something we'll do anything to Forget."

Me with mY hero(My darl daddy :D)

Day wen Superb well, Now im left with Juz 2day 2 enjai & den tmr gotta strt with Attachmnt, arghhh hate it, why mus my holiday end soo soon?? I wan summre, not enuff sia!! haha!!

I wanted 2 straighten my whole hair, den my hero(my daddy i mean) He said curly hair looks gr8 on me den straight hair, so i ended up juz straighten my fringe!! Now its easier 2 handle, haha!!

Ouh ya i told u guys tt i LOSS MY APPETITE right?? hahaha i gain it bck, becoz of my daddy!!Coz for 1 wk i wasnt eating at all, den my daddy ask my mummy 2 cook all my fav dishes & den i juz couldnt refuse but eat, if i didnt eat den my parents will ask thousand & 1 ques & den my mum/dad came & fed me!! hahaha yeahh i noe im turning 21, but for my dad esp, im still a kid, if i sleep w/o eating, he will wake me up & make sure i eat smth!! Yeahhh he care & protect me alot!!! SUcha lovely parents i have!! :D

Abdul raheem!! :D

Me & my kuku thambi!! hahaha!!

OTW out during parents wedd anniversary!!

ABOI!!

Slacking at yew tee, thnx for the candid shot btw!! LOL!!

SALEEM!! MY happy pills, u juz give him 2 me & i dun nd any1 else, he is enuff 2 make my dayy!! The only cat i lovee!! :DDD

Otw 2 Wild wild Wet!!!!

I still haven fix my biological clock yet, yeappp i forced myself 2 sleep earli but juz couldnt, shit, i realli gt proob woth sleeping now & u c im having attachmnt tmr, goodnesss!!! Hopefulli i dun die during attachment!!!

My cool Mummy!! haha!!

Me & boi..ala wanna act fierce oni!! haha lol!!

C la wat nansense we dng at the middle of the night!! LOL!!

The one who came dwn at 1 am wen i say 2 him tt i miss him & wanted 2 c him!!!

"Sometimes u juz have to let go of smth in order 2 c if it's realli worth holding on"

"Part of the reason why we hold on to something so tight for so long, is becoz we fear that something so great wont happen twice..."

PS: I'm MISSING EU BADLY :'(

HAPPY 27th Wedding Anniversary!!

2010-03-20T00:55:00.003+08:00

Its alreadi fri & i've oni 2 more days 2 enjai my holiday!! SHIT!! I'm soo LOVING my holiday!! Its soooo FUN!!! Yest i stayed over Rafi's bro house & den ard 11 pm like tt i was on the pone & the same time lookin out the kitchen windown & guess whoo i SAW???? Yeahh i saw my sec sch fren ASWAD!! OMG wen i c her i juz screamed, sooo happy 2 c her aftr 2 yrs man!! den i met her under the block & we strted 2 tolk! yeahhh she is still the SAME!! yeappp as funny & kecho as usual!! But she become soo wild & pretty too :D!! SO many stories 2 update each other sia!! Aftr tt we ended up tolkin abt our sec sch days!! I was tolking 2 her till 1.30am & all the while we were laughing like crazy!! SO happy 2 get in touch with her back!!!

Haha all the nonsense we did 2gthr cn neva be 4getten, those days we skip class, skip sch, scold teacher, played with the extinguisher, the times we slacked after sch, the days our whole class planned & didnt go sch 2gther, the times we climb out of the sch gate, the days we locked our teacher outside the class, the times we quarreled with those we hate & the times we bully the new teachers & many more!! wah all precious memoriess!! wen we wre tolking we actualli badli wanna go back 2 those days, soo much fun & laughter, the oni thing we stress abt is exams & wt 2 do tt day, other than tt thre were oni laughters & fun!! Nope poly life can NEVER BE like my sec sch life!! Lots of happy memories lies in my sec sch life!! If oni i've the same fren in my poly, i tell u life would be much way btr for me!! Nah, NOT ALL my poly frens can beat my sec sch fren, yeahh they r the best!!! Now all my sec sch frens planning a reunion, wohooo i cant wait!!!

Yeahh 2day is my parents 27th wedding anniversary, later will be going out to party!! MUMMY & DADDY happy wedding anniversary!! I LOVE MY MUMMY & DADDY MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THIS WORLD!!! Yeahh w/o them i'm NOTHING!! They neva fail 2 scold me, tease me, love me, cheer me up, argue with me, shout at me, make my day, motivate me, care for me & most of all they neva fail 2 be thre for me!! They r my EVERYTHING & i love them LOTS!!! MUMMY & DADDY i would like to thank u for everything tt u have done for me!! I seriousli dun think tt any1 in this world can love me & care for me like they do!!

Yeah 2day is also my dearest rafi's bro b'day!! MAny more happy 24th b'day bro!! I love u many2!! :D may allah's blessing stay upon u always!! take care & haf fun! :D

Yeahh come let's go!! LOL!!

"No matter how many people u feel in love with, or how many times u get hurt, there's always this someone whom you won't forget even if they used to grind your heart to fine pieces. You know u'll give up everything & anything in this world, just to fall in love with them again. You can deny it, but nobody else knows the truth except you." (qouted from liyana's tumbler) The other day thu was texting me, den she say, " haha. You can become my boyfriend sia. Ever considered turning lesbian? Lol."

Nah u guys no need 2 noe wt i reply, anywayy thu faster get well soon!!! :))

"Be with some1 who noes what they have wen they have u. U dun need to many people to be happy, just a few real ones who appreciate you for who u are.." (yeahhh truee, love the one who treats u rite & heck care those who dont) :D

SMILE EVEN WEN IT HURTS!!

2010-03-18T14:15:00.003+08:00

"You don't necessarily decide who walks into ur life, you do however, get to decide who u let stay, who u let walk away, & who u refuse to let go"

"People must try to be sensitive of others feelings, becoz not every1 is strong enuff to endure pain. After all, there's no anesthesia for a broken heart"

U noe wt im ENjoying my holiday hell alot!!! YESHH ALOT!! Can i juz freeze the date, so tt i dun nd 2 go attachment? ahaha!! SUn wen perfectly great, noe the reason?? becoz i met my darling cuz, they neva fail 2 make my day & disturb me!! haha & i LOVE THEM ALOT!!! OMG, all my cuz have grown up alot, now all r studyin in sec sch but still they r my kutti cuz :)! & my aunties, haiyoo, complaining tt im nt gng over their house since i left sec sch! haha oops, sorry i was buzy & nt becoz i 4get u all!! haha i cn oni stay in 1 hse 1 day, i promise i will stay over in every1 hse b4 my holidays finish ok? Now u noe why my holidays gng so gr8? Having such wonderful ppl in my life, juz make my life soo worthwhile living :)

Nazeem, me & farid!!
hahaha c how crazy they can be!!

Me & rammy :)

Nazeemulla & his pethatic face!! hahaha

Imran..haha now he have grown up!! soo cutee rite!!

The unidentical twins..superr cute irfan & imran! :)

Munirahh!! :DD

Munirah & my lovable nenek who create this wonderful family!! :D

Thulasi!!!!! Get well soon please & stop saying stupid stuff!! Take care of urself properli :)

Well results gonna be out next week, gosh!!!! I dun wan 2 noe my results la, confirm i noe i did badli!!! SHIT!! I dun wanna take any sub paper pls!!! welll life is sooo complicated, i dunnoe wt i wan or shuld i say who i wan..haizzzz ppl say im soo bad, welll i'm soo sorry if i've hurt u, seriousli i didnt intend to hurt u, hope u wil forgive me :( & i missing u & hoping tt u miss me too!!

"Love only those who love u, stop wasting precious space in ur heart.."

HAPPY 1yr B'day Vinythaa! :D

2010-03-17T23:59:00.004+08:00

"U fight with the most impt ppl in ur life becoz those are the relationships worth fighting for"

"It's btr to lose ur pride with someone u love, rather than lose that someone with ur useless pride"

Now im sitting patiently & waiting for boi to come. Well 2day oni he gt his new lappy & i was webcamin with him & complaining 2 him tt i miss him & demanded 2 meet him & therefore, now at 12.30am he is riding 2 meet me from bedok!! well he complain he was bored too so i said juz cum over!! Cant w8 2 meet him!! :DD

This is the b'day gal who celeb her 1yrs old b'day last sat!! Her name is Vinythaa, nini's 2nd bro's daughter!! Ouh well my F4 is super close 2 each othr family, so any func or b'day we neva fail 2 invite each other!! Well she was in pink tht day, well since ppl was 2 buzy taking pic with her i couldnt grab any pic of her!! sorry!!

Me & nini!!

Me & nini's cousin shalini!!

well this is the Sasi kumar i was tolking abt!! he is the bodyguard for our F4!! haha! LOL!! SUperb funny guy!! well he was nini's fren 1st & now he is fren of every1 in F4! :D

The place we celeb the b'day!!

Had an freaking awesome day!! But sadly vishnu couldnt make it, coz she was hving sum gal prob, haizz..wasteddd!!!! Its okay we shall have our F4 get2gthr soon okay?? mayb on poo's b'day!! Well tt day vj coincidentally pass by the place, i tell u, tt stupid fellow neva let me eat peacefully, haiyooo!!!! Ask me 2 feed him!! hahaha!! But need 2 thnk him, coz if he neva say he wanted 2 use my pone, i wuldnt have checked the msg i recieved!! For tt he was escapedd!! hahaha!!

The day was realli wen superb great & i shuld thnx my 2 cutie pie, sasi & nini's cuzz & family!! :D

"If someone wants to be part of ur life, they will make an effort to be in it"

"Best differences btw PROMISES & MEMORIES. PROMISES: We break them. MEMORIES: They break us.

"There are some things that are far beyond our control, and u have to accept the cold harsh truth that the people you cant live w/o, can live w/o u!!"

MISSING THE ONE PERSON I LOVE :(

2010-03-16T16:01:00.002+08:00

Syg, hope u r doing fine & enjoying urself over in UK, Aww DAMN i'm missing u lots oreadi khairun nnesah :(((, FASTER COME BACK, ASAP!!! LOVE U LOTS!!!

"Loving u was the second best thing that has happened to me.. the first was Meeting u :))"

"If i didnt meet u, i wouldnt like u. If i didnt like u, i wouldnt love u. If i didnt love u, i wouldnt miss u. But i did, i do & i will.

"I dunnoe why it hurts so much..maybe becoz i love u that much :( "

The one we love hurt us the most!!!

2010-03-15T21:21:00.003+08:00

The qoutes which juz read exctly whats on my mind!!!

Nth heals what hurts inside & nothing can fix whats broken inside - u just have to bear the hurt & live with it - trying ur best to pretend normal!!

It's hard to realize, but sometimes though sum1 is the world to u, in their universe u r barely visible

The only people u need in ur life are the ones that need u in theirs, so STOP making people a PRIORITY when they make u an OPTION!!

Value everything u have. SOmeday u might realize the thing u threw away might be the very thing u would MISS wen it's already TAKEN by somebody else...

Be careful in LETTING GO the things u thought are juz NOTHING.. coz maybe someday u'll realize tat the 1 u GAVE AWAY is the very thing u've been WISHING 4!!

Saying GOODBYE makes u realize how much u care, how u feel, how much u wil miss & how much loss u will have knowing that it will neva me YOURS again!!

The worst feelings is not knowing whthr to HOLD ON or to LET GO!!

Life is not a matter of accepting what comes ur way. It is FIGHTING for what u WANT & BELIEVE IN, otherwise u neva noe what u could have had!!

Just because my eyes dont tear doesnt mean my heart doesn't cry & juz becoz i come off strong, doesnt mean ther's nth wrong!!

THe greatest PAIN in life is to be IGNORED, to LOSE THE PERSON U LOVE & that some1 who DOES NOT CARE AT ALL!!

True love never dies. Even wen the relationship fails, the love is stil there & is still growing. Dont let SOMEONE GO if they make u HAPPY no matter what!!

SOmetimes the ppl that shuld be the closest in ur life are the ones who decide to be the furthest away...u CANT change them, juz LOVE them!!

You know u love some1 when no matter how many times they hurt u & then leave u on ur ass, that every shattered piece of ur heart is still theirs!!

The worst feeling u'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the WORLD TO U knowing that u mean NOTHING TO THEM!!

Funny how we try to MOVE ON & at the same time, HOLD ON!!

I believe evrything happens for a REASON, and sometimes good things FALL APART so better things can FALL TOGETHER!

If u SCARED of getting hurt all the time, u will never get the chance to live ur life. So take the RISKS, even if u might get HURT!

LAstly, "Be urself & u'll neva have anything to hide" :DDD

HOSANNA :D

2010-03-12T23:21:00.007+08:00

Well yest night thu sudd texted me saying tt she was hving SOB, den i quickly called her, she was juz down, soo tolk 2 her & was tryin 2 make her feel btr, yap i eventually did make her feel btr, den aftr tt she asked me 2 translate tamil song 2 eng!! hahaha omg, very diff la, but sumhw or rather i did it!! i tolked 2 her from 12.30 to 3.30am den had no choice but hang up coz sum1 else was w8ting to tolk 2 me!! den aftr tt tolk till 6 plus in the morning & den oni wen 2 bed!! hahaha my biological clock gt prob la, i cnt sleep earlier den 6 am & cnt wake up earlier den 2 pm!! hahaha yapyap i nd 2 chnge my sleeping pattern!! Nvm still gt 1 wk 2 go!! hahaha!!

Ouh ya u guys noe wt? i m having LOA(loss of appetite). seriousli even if i dun eat for the whole day, i dun fel hungary!! u noe i force myself 2 eat 2 slice of bread & tt is more den enuff 2 tahan the whole day!! YAP, tt 2 slice of bread covers my breakfast, lunch, dinner & supper!! Wts wrong with me?? haha i also dunnoe, guess 2 stress & upset la!! but nvm cn lose wght hopefully thru this, yeahh im gonna maintain it this way!! hahaha!! Healthy eating lifestyle!! LOL!!

Den 2day i wen 2 lil india with nini, nini's sil & bro..yeah he drove us thre, wen thre 2 do threading yar!! Aftr tt they makan, i couldnt eat la, i oni drank milo & summre becoz nini forced me!! Aftr tt wen 2 fetch nini's mum & wen 2 lot 1 & roam ard thre!! soo funn sia go out with them!! haha nini mum so cute!! She cum & tell me "fatimah c la dharsini dun 1 2 wear ani jwellery, cn u pls ask ur pondati(wife) 2 wear smth wen she come out!! hahaha her mum soo funny!! :DDD

Did u all hear the song Athiri poothiri from asal..omg the sng is soo cute, esp the part tontatoii, haha go wtch the video wen listenin 2 the song!! super duper cute!! hahaha!! I LIKEE!!!

"This is a new feelings, eventhough it hurts my heart yearn for it"

EU TOOK MY HEART AWAY!!

2010-03-11T18:19:00.002+08:00

~Wish i could disappear from this world where nobody can find me......~

I'm now left with oni 1 wk of holidayss, goodness, why mus holiday fly so fast!!! haizzz!! Wel wel, yest i wtch Minnale muvie, yeap its a old muvie but its mmy one of my fav muvies, i juz love tt muvie, maddy wass seriousli very cuteee!! & the song venmathi juz brought me into tears, lovely song with lots of meanings!!

Ouh ya in the previous post i miss one gal, tts ishak bro gf, yeah the gal beside me is his gf! :)

I LOVE EM! one of the craziest bunch of peeps i know!! :D

Well i dun realli believe in daily horoscope reading, but my 2day horoscope reading, i find it so true. This is wt it stated

" The worst might be over, but now what? It may be time to accept the facts -- move out of your comfort zone, seek refuge or guidance from someone in the same boat in order to resolve, reconcile & move on. See your way out of a negative situation, for it may have nothing left to offer you. Rebuilding trust or seeking a better life needs to be done although you may not meet it with much enthusiasm or confidence. Make sure you don't take your previous baggage with you on this emigration. You must dump the heartbreak, resentment, tension, dependency or ties that burden you, otherwise you could recreate similar conditions or trade one hardship or bad relationship for another."

This 3 loosu's r one of the most impt peeps in my life. wel yest had conference with vishnu & nini thru skype, haha shuld try, its free u noe, lol!! Oh my this two cnnt stay w/o bullying me, see la i soo pitiful. hahah!! ouh yap previousli i said i known them for 7 yrs, haha small mistake its actualli 8 yrs this yr. sorry la lost count!! haha!! soo next yr u will forsee a celeb for 9 yrs!! & then 10 yrs anniversary will b for sure a blast!! hahaha!! tts wt we planning, but i guess by den all will b strt working & matured!! hahaha!! Itss soo scarry wen i look into my future!!!

I dunnoe whre i stand with u, i dunnoe what i mean to u, all i do know is that u mean alot to me. Just becoz 1 or 2 broke ur heart doesnt mean evry1 will do tht. Well u said u r scared, idk how 2 make u trust me, but yap since u dun even have the trust tt i will neva do the same, i've seriousli gt nothing to say. Aftr this few mnths u knew me u said "its not u tht i want". Thanks alot!! Yesh wt u said brougt me into tears!! Thanks!!

"It's over- so i close my eyes. Hold back the tears & pretend i'm okay. I'll look back one more time, knwing things will never be the same."

Nisha get's the key :D

2010-03-09T18:24:00.003+08:00

Guess wt i did 2day?? haha i stayed at home whole day doing housework, yeap i did all the housework strght away i woke up & nope i didnt cook, pls ah idk hw 2 cook!! Oni twice i cook 2 suprise my parents but i will oni do tt wen i have my mood!! But i oni do all the hsewrk wen thre is no1 at home, well its soo irritating 2 do hsewrk wen thre is ppl r ard, esp my bro's!! OMG, no matter hw many times i clean the hse they will mess it up, well wt u expect? guys mah!! tts the oni irritating thing 2 b the oni gal at home!!! hahaha but i still love them cozz they syg mee alot!!!

Happy 21st b'day mehrun nisha rasak!! May allah's blessing stay upon u always!! Have fun & take care Babe!!

Well sun nisha celebrated her 21st at arab strt at Mahaaba!! Well she is my rafi bro gf! haha & noe wt now she is oni waiting to get married, yap seriousli!! SHe is waiting for rafi bro 2 say yes & i bet she will marry him the next day, hahaha she is tt crazy over my bro!! haha & i juz realise the her ful name is mehrun nisha..i love the name mehrun, nice rite?? hehe!! The b'day celeb was a blast, had a wonderful day with my bro & cuz & frens!! :DDD

The galss[me, fauzika, priya, suganthi(jalil's gf), hamidahka(in tudong)] Ouh thre is a new lady join our group, which is priya..haha she is going 2 b vijay's gf!! haha since she is new she kenna rabak from fairuz & rafi bro!! haha!! Its always like tt, if any of the guys gt gf den if they r new in our group den they will be bullied!! haha priya wass soo shy!! haha even suganthi kenna bullied but nt as worst as priya!! haha priya welcome 2 our club, u will get use 2 it!! hahahaha!!

i wanted 2 take pic alone with ash but c la, poochika cum disturb!! hahaha!!

This r my other fav ppl in my life!!! :DD

Me with the b'day gal!! haha u noe wen i 1st knew her she wass super shy, shy 2 realli an extreme u noe!! but now OMG!! totalli opp!! hahaha!! couldnt believe its nisha!! hahaha tt much diff ya & yaa tts the way babe!! :DD OUh ya for those who dunnoe, she is also related 2 me ya, far related but oni strt tolkin to her aftr she wen stead with my rafi bro!! :D

MY Handsome bro's (not every1 r thre in this pic)

The sweet loving couple!! May u both stay 2gthr 4eva!! May god bless u both!! :DD

The whole gang i spend my sun evening with!! the guys [rafi, vj, ash, fairuz, jalil, saifu, ishak], The gals [nisha, poochika, priya(vj's gf), myself, seri(fairuz's gf), hamidahka & suganthi(jalil's gf)]! Ishak bro gf is missing in this pic, she is a chinese but super frenly & preety, seriousli very very frenli & she gonna convert 2 islam, tts very sweet of her.

They r the other few ppl who i love to spend my time with, super happening & kecho ppl!!! haha & if u c every1 in this pic r att & den my bro's & fren's came & ask me 2 find sum1 soon!! hahaha!! wait la wait, not now ok, if i find one i tell u all okay!! haha den u cn bully as much as u 1!! LOL!!

Well this gorgeous syg of mine is flying off 2 UK on this cumin sat for 9 days!!! Hey sweetheart im soo gonna miss u hell alott yaa!!! ENjoy urself but noe ur limits ok!! dun worryy b4 u fly off i will remind u everything!! haha!! ENjaii urself 2 d max But the same time be careful ok? dun go anywhre alone & behave urself, understnd or not? Be a good gal dwn thre!! Take care of urself da, Love u lots syg!! :DD Missin u already, muackxx!!

Tooken the othr time wen i go bottle tree park with her!! haha tooken aftr a long quarrel!! LOL!!

& as usuall she spam my memory card with her pics!!

Okay i noee u so gonna kill me for uploading this pic!! but u realli look soo cute & i cant help but post it!! I LOVE U OKAY?? hehe :DDD

Hmmm isit okay to love sum1, even though u noe tt u have to go thru alot & even might hurt urself or the ppl ard u?? Im soo confusedd!!! haizzz!! life is sooo complicatedd!!!!

HOSANNA!!

2010-03-08T23:27:00.003+08:00

Weekend wen superb well & thnx 2 this 2 crazy cuzzie of mine!! Look at the pic above, this is hw half of time ash bully us, OMG, dun assume his wght by looking at his size, he super heavy sia, haha..experience speaking, always kenna beatin from him becoz of sum1!! hahaha!! Spending the nights with cuzzie is soo niceee!! hahaha!!!

Sat wass soo nice, Parents & thambi went JB, bros was working = FREEDOM!! hahaha i was roaming ard on sat & parents have no idea whre i was & they didnt bothr asking coz they was enjoying too!! haha i left home in the morning & came bck at 11 plus & still they were nt home, but its a gd thing, coz they dunnoe wt ttyme i came home!! haha!! Hw nice wuld b if they go out like tt every weekend!! hahahaha LOL!!

Well fri wen out with Zainab, Its oni me & her, ash couldnt make it la, But it was still fun, right nab?? we wen 2 vivo, makan & den slacked, wee strted tolking at 4 & we didnt realise the time flies so fast tt it was alrdy 7 plus!! haha, the conversatn was such la, tts y!! haha..realli had an gd evening with nab :)) We shuld meet up soon yaa :D

Me & Zainab!!

Nini family is soo happening, haha now me & vishnu r soo attached 2 her family..its soo fun hanging out with her bro, SIL, her mum, her kutti niece, shalan & shalini!! They r such happening ppl yaa!! WIth them im always laughingg..soo funny ppl!! The other day i wen over 2 nini hse, den below gt accident, OMG u mus c their reactn, they wre so excited & rushed out..den nini bro & shalan wen dwn saying tt i will go do TSI (Trafic scene incident). OMG, funny ppl, hahaha!! Den they cum up den told us la wt happen & stuff. Den nini ask haf u file in FIR, den the bro say, no i file LRI(Last Report Incident). hahaha cute sia every1 in the family. I'm down thre actually serving them & asking them nt 2 b shy & eat, hahaha wen i m thre i feel like its my own home, they r so nice & frenly yaa. Its soo fun sia spending time with her family!! :))))

Today i chatted with shakirah, omg she still cn describe the way i dance & saying tt she cnt wait to dance iwth me!! & the new nich she gave me was SEXY BABY! hahah OMG!! Summre published at FB!! BUt thnx u, i m soo shy!! hahaha LOL!!

Well sasi is gng for reservist tmr for 2 wks, omg im soo gonna miss him!!! Well Take care of urself okay..haf fun, hahaha!!! & dun miss me though i noe u will. FAster finish up ur reservist!!! :DDD

Prcious moments r ought 2 b treasured :)

2010-03-05T13:43:00.002+08:00

Me & Fafatiti!!!! :)

SO fast 1 wk is overr, goodness i oni left with like 2 wks of holiday den attachmnt!! cn i not go for att?? haha, Now im back 2 ward 43, well tt ward is btr den than ward 55 la so its okay!! sommre surgical ward, so ya last attachmnt itself gt so many ppl 2 kannu kaluvellam(eye wash)..haha now also cn do the same thing!! lol!!

During holiday its a MUST for me & fati 2 go out 2gthr!! every holiday we will make a thing tt we go out catch muvie, slack or smth la!! & noe wt i've wtched 10 muvies with her oreadi in this 1 an half yrs i gt 2 noe her!! Thnx 2 NUH for making us have the same att, if not i dun think i wuld b this close 2 her!! We have wtched twilight, NATM 2, Transformers, Yes man, whre gt ghost?, new moon, alvin & chipmunks 2, The blood, drag me 2 hell(u shuld c the way she reacted during the muvie, haha sooo funny) & yest we catched Alice in wonderland 3D!!

The muvie was nice, & fati was so excited 2 whre the glasses & wtch the muvie!! hahaha!! Wohooo i've neva even wtch this much of muvies with any1 else in my life & so does she!! haha ppl r even suprised 2 noe tt i actualli go out with her wen in sch we rarely tolk!! haha low profile mah, thts wt fati say! hahaha lol!! Now she wan me 2 brng her wtch Valentine's day & MY name is Khan(khan from the epiglottis) haha lol!! :)))

On wed i met up with my loosu, chikopek fren ica! haha she wanted 2 buy teaching materials & she asked me 2 acc!! While searching for toys for her teaching i wished tt i could b a kid again, so fun sia my childhood days!! Broken knees r less painful den broken hearts!!

The other day i was telling my F4, hopefulli our frenship will last for a lifetime, den they say "wt hopefulli??, it will last for a lifetime ok, dun make me throw u down imah". hahaha c la, i oni say hopefulli & den i gt scolding!! Hey guys its nt tt i dun have trust or wt, but aftr seeinging alots of thing im juz afraid, bt i still have trust n confident tt our frenship will lastlong ya. Insya'allah :) Hmm wt if i neva meet u guys in my life or wt if we had neva even build this bond ah, i dun think i wuld eva have a bestfren in my life & to think abt it now, im soo glad tht i 've u 3 loosu's in my life. haha!! Next yr we celeb our 8 yrs anniversary 2gthr cn?? hahaha!!!

Vinnai thandi varuvaaya :D

2010-03-03T09:02:00.003+08:00

SHe is my kutti sista rafinah & i love her eyes *winks*

yeappp i wtched Vinnai thandi varuvaaya!! Trisha was hot as usual, she is my fav actress!! & btw im NOT a simbhu fan, actualli i HATE simbhu!! He is not hunsem or hot ok!! Well wtch this muvie becoz of the muvie name & trisha!! SOund so riduculous?? hahaha cnt be bothred!! well its a slow love story, ok la, quite diff & nice!! I love the song HOSANNA & MANIPAAYA!! Nice songs ya!! SUm1 else oso was claiming tt hosanna was nice, weee we gt same taste!! hahaha!! Ouh wen i put my nick as vinnai thandi varuvaaya, den sudd sum1 cum n say vinnai thandi vanthuthain!! hahaha tts was soo suprising & sweet!! :D

Next i heard from my bro tt paiya muvie is coming out on 4th march!! I badli wanna wtch the muvie!! haha this muvie i wanna wtch becoz i love all the songs from the muvie!! ok i noe this sound so stupid, nvm let me be weird can?? hhahaha

IM HAVING SLEEPING DISORDER LA, how now??? hahaha i seriousli cannt sleep!! nope i didnt sleep 2 much!! i sleep like 2 to 3 hrs a day oni, haiyooo & i think i m gonna fall sick terribly!! goodnesss!!! Nvm i shuld try taking sleeping pills instead, wt u say?? or like how matthias say take 4 spoon of cough med den cn sleep! hahaha good idea i think, or mayb i mus include in flu + cough med, den i cn sleep the whole day, awesome idea, letme try & tell u ok!! hahaha!!

Ouh nini got a new job, or shuld i say the same job but diff place!! YEahh now she working in a childcare center at Fajar, she strted work yest oni, hope u enjaiii working thre! :)))

Season of falling sick now isit? Why like the ppl all i noe msg me & say im nt feeling well!! PLS GET WELL SOON!! & ya quiet no. of ppl i noe r gng overseas, well pls whreeva u guys go, have a safe jouurney okay?? take kair of urself & enjai to the max okay??

OKay i btr go off now 2 hibernate myself so later i wun look tired wen i go out!! BYebye ppl!! :DD

MISSING EU!!

2010-02-27T18:49:00.002+08:00

So far holiday is soo goodd!!! hahaha i juz enjoy sleepingg!!! yeappp frii i catched My name is khan muvie, like atlast, NOW i wana wtch VINNAI THANDI VARUVAYA, some1 bring me plsss!! MY name is khan is an awesome muvie, realli sey, its a muvie nt to b missed!! Srk acting was awesome, i was like laughing al the way!! ssooo funny & cute sia he!! MARRY ME!!! hahaha!! So those who haven catch the muvie pls do it soo!!

My brothrs r gng crazy as days goes by, esp my elder bro, my bonding with my elder bro is increasing!! haha becoz he is an owl, meaning he love 2 stay awake at night wen every1 asleep & sleep durin the day time, so since i m d oni1 stays awake at night, we bth communicate alot!! Esp nonsense!! hahaha!! Love u bro, u neva fails 2 disturb me & make me laugh!!! hehehe

2day my mum was telling us abt her dream

Mum: i dreamt tt ur dad jump down from the buliding but below was full of water, so he actualli jump into the water, den i was screaming for help from nachu & saifu...den nachu faster rush in & jump into the water and save dad.

Wen my mum said this every1 was actualli laughing, couldnt accept the fact tt my 2nd bro save my dad!! hahaha we r like tt la, love 2 bully each other! hahahhaa. den saifu bro say...

Saifu bro: i oni ask nachu to jump, becoz wen he jump all the water will come out and dad is save! hahaha im soo smart rite!!

omg!! we all was laughing hysterically!! i couldnt agree for wt my bro say..lucky my nachu bro was nt at home!! hahahahaha!! funny siaa!!

"Its easy to form an attachment to people & things. When u have formed attachment with people & things, it can be a very painful experience and feeling when u realised that it's time 2 let go. Even the mere thought of not having that person or thing in ur life, jus squeezes ur heart in pain."

"When god give u an impt things in ur life, never embrace it too tight, so the moment he wants it back it won't be hard for u to let it go"

2010-02-26T00:27:00.004+08:00

EXAM IS FINALLY OVERRR!!!! Weeeee FREEDOMMM!!!! WOHoooo 3 wks of holiday equivilent 2 ENJOYMENT!! hahaha!! Today was my last paper, pyschoo, ok la paper was nt bad, haha & i shuld thnk natasha, zainal & thu for making me understand abt sum theories..studyin with themm iss so fun!! hahaha!!

AFter sch met up with my fantastic 4, wohooo being wit them is one of the most happening & happiest moment in my life!! EVery long term frenship, at 1st we tend 2 b close & yrs goes by we tend 2 meet lesser n stuff but our frenship is totalli opp!! seriousli!! At 1st we nt so close but as yrs goes by we became close n now oni we strted 2 meet often & spend more time 2gthr!! NOw oni we open up & strted 2 share all our ups & dwns!! for them if they gt prob the one & oni person will cum up in their mind is F4 & so for me, if i gt any prob they r the one who r approach 2!! IN our f4, every1 in it doesnt have any outside bestfren, their bestfrens is oni those in F4!!

Ppl say as yrs goes by & wen ppl goes separate ways its harder for them 2 meet up & all becoz each one of them as their own commitment & stuff!! But as for me its total bullshit!! If we make the effort, we still cn meet up & do all nonsense 2gthr as hw we do earlier!! Like now in my grp, nini & vishnu working, me & poo studying, we also buzy with othr stuffs but we all sumhw try 2 meet each othr often even its juz for 1 or 2 hr!! so yapp nth is impossible!! If thre is a WILL, there is a WAY!!

MY 3 gorgeous gals!! LOVE U 3!!

For the 1st tyme in this 7 yrs, thre was a misunderstnding wenby btw us!! To the extend every single person wre hurt & every1 were crying in one corner blaming themselve!! It wen by for a wk tt it actualli affected me alot, like one aftr anthr frenship prob!!! BUt im happy 2 say tt we settled everything yest wen we meet!!

YEAP everything is back 2 norm, but im happy tt we quarrel, noe why?? becoz we understnd each other mre aftr this issue!! wen we quarrel i knew & believe tt nth will happen 2 our F4 & yap i was right, my F4 is still staying strong!! Well its nt we quarrel, its mre 2 misunderstnding & everything wen well its juz becoz every1 actualli give in 2 make our frenship stay!! Yeahh tts the spirit gals!! AFTR this NOpe, thre will be no more quarrel, hopefulli, coz this 1 misunderstnding was enuff 2 make us understnd each other!! LOVE U ALL 3 & thre is more yrs 2 come in our frenship!! Jai ho :))

Nini laughed till she cry!! hahaha!!

POsing & c la vishnu spoiler!! haha

HAiyooo!!! i noe we such a drama, mama!! haha

OTw 2 our lepak place!!!

candid!!!

Vishnu, standing tall!!

wen we r 2gthr, we go super crazy!!!

Paithiyam muthi pochu!! hahaha

They r bullying me, sum1 pls cum 2 my rescueeee!!! :'(

they get the return back for bullyin me!! hahaha

FANTASTIC 4!!!!

HAving fun!!!!

DUn ever go 2 yishun lighthse at night, coz its very quiet & wuluu!! Oni we f4 cn, coz we r strng!! hahaha LOL!!

THanks sooo much for the days galss, realli had an awesome day!! There's totalli 4 things made my day yest!! 1stly- last day of paper & holiday is here!! 2ndly- met up with my F4, 3rdly- everything is back 2 norm btw my F4 & 4rdly-sum1 msg me, but im confused, so now how? wts the thing btw us, do u still care for me?? IM seriousli confused!!!

Yest night i & thu was msging each othr & at ard 3am, the conversatn btw me & thu!

Thu: i got a bombastic way to scold Fuck you. Fulfonylureas. Which means FU. Actualli its sulfonylureas which is SU.

Me: hahaha. oh my. wtssup sudd with this idea?

Thu: haha. coz juz now me & zainal wre talking tt calcium channel blocker is ccb. so yep. i came up with fulfonylureas.

Me: Oh my. eu ppl are really really crazy but tts a nice one. hahaha

Thu: lol. you need ass inhibitor for your hypertension?

Me: hahaha. No i dun have hypertension.i just realise thre's 2 many vulgarity in pharmaco. haha

Thu: haha we make it seem like tt. lol!. there's a satan too! in ard.

Me: yep yep. i noe!! hahaha

Thu: LOl!! k aince i have esbf, i shall go sleep soon. my new diagnosis: esbf

Me: esbf- end stage brain failure? hahahaha

THu: yeah, haha i need brainalmin! STAT!

Me: okok i give u iv bolus ok? haha

U c us la, instead of sleeping & studyin for exam we strted 2 tolk nonsense!! hahaha but wteva she say all nice!! i LIKe!! from now on im gonna scold ppl fulfonylureas (FU) hahahaha!!

ANyway happy holiday every1!! HAve fun & enjoy urself!! :DDD

Hypnotized & MEsmerized!!

2010-02-24T20:38:00.003+08:00

Weeeee im left with one paper now!!! wohooooo freedom, no more burning mid night oil, hahaha!! Ouh pharmaco paper wen well & i didnt noe tt we cn leave earli durin 1 hr paper, haha until i saw sum1 leaving, thnk god, hate tt environment!!

Today had a super long day & i havn even strt studyin for my paper tmr, psycho makes me go psycho!! hahaha i always have this bad habit of giving up for my every last paper!! Ouh ya btw 2day is sasi's b'day, ouh yap i noe i haven mention abt him b4, will mention mre as day goes by ok? well SASI KUMAR, many more happy returns of the day!! hope u had a great day 2day, & may all ur wishes come true :))) He always neva fail 2 make me laugh & smile, thnx alot!! & ya he super funny sia, yest i told him my HSMPPR paper sux 2 d core, den he ask me did u write my name in the paper, den i was ah write ur name? den he say no wonder, for tmr's & thurs paper write my name b4 u strt the paper confirm the paper easy for u! hahaha!! FUNNY GUY la, thre's alot of funny conversation i had with him actualli!! hehehe!!

NOw im juz prayying that tmr everything must go fine, hope everything get back 2 norm tmr, pls pray hard, this thing is affectin me too much!!

ASH i'm soooo sorryy, i noe wt i did was wrong, i noe by dng all tis its nt gonna chnge wteva tt happen, but at tt pt of tyme i was too stress tt i did such a stupid stuff, but dun worry la i wun die all, dun think stupidly,still cn argue with me sayin tt i will die, haiyoo ash too much la u, dun worry i wun die soo soon, i've still got alot more in life 2 enjaiii!!! hahaha!! anyway thnx alot, if oni u nt thre, things wuld have gotten worst, thnx alot!! hahaha u r always thre at the right time, nt bad ah!! hahaha!!

2day thulasi was complaining tt she wanna catch GOA muvie, hahaha faster go catch faster!! seriousli the movie is worth wtching in theatre yaa!! I guarantee u tt u will be laughing throughout the muviee!! hahaha!!! Is my name is KHAN still runnin in theatre?? i wanna catch tt muvie badli lei!!! alot ppl asking me 2 go wtch tt muvie!! Ouh ya yest u noe wt nisha did?? she threaten me 2 play fishville & demand me 2 add her as the neighbour, hmm wts soo nice abt tht game ah, every1 also asking me 2 play!! hahaha wait ok, wait, tmr my last paper, aftr tt i play all the game which is available!! hahaha

Ouh yaaaa i wanna lose wght, im like puttin on wght as day goes by, okay from tmr onwards i wanna go on diet & im gonna strt exercising back!! Hehehe, hopefulli i lose wght ah!!! & YA i love my BROTHERS!! they r being soo loving 2 me as days goes by, oh my wt happen 2 u bro? hahaha butt i'm sooo happy!!! I LOVE U ALL 3!! *MUACKS* & Im soooooooooo excited for my 2nd bros wedding, weeeeeee!!!! End of this yr poochika getting marry, next yr, quite a no. of my cuz bro & bro's fren getting marry!! wahh nt bad ah!! hahaha

NEVER BE REPLACED

2010-02-23T13:08:00.005+08:00

2day had HSMPPR paper, haha dun ask abt the paper, i oreadi told u i dun understnd a shit abt tt module! yeahh the paper sux 2 core, hey i gt study, but wteva i study for saq neva came out & wteva i study for MCQ came out but i couldnt recall, brain blocked, seriousli i couldnt recall, thnx 2 the bad past i had, sudd everything came crashing dwn!! Well its okay im prepared 2 take sub paper, but pls la pray hard tt i pass okay? haha wen i told my mum the paper sux she was like haiyayooo!! hahahha cutee la my mum!!

Ouh aft paper suppose 2 join afiq all 2 makan but yap i was abit upset, haizz, lots of memory lahh, having old memories r nt always gd wen tt person who gave u the memory is nt ard in ur life anymre!! well well sum1 sumhw knew tt i was upset & therefore demanded 2 meet me!! well met up with the person 2 have my lunch & yap now im here back home, too tired la!! Thnx for making me smile!!

Well tmr i'm having pharamaco, shit gt lots 2 study la, haven even strted!!! hahaha anthr 2 more papers n thre i cn fly like freebird!! yay!! i cn smell the freedom oreadi!! hehehe LOL!!

I'm always known 2 b the bad person, it was always my fault, u hurt me alot & even aftr u noe i was hurt u still cn say more things 2 hurt me, tts wt i couldnt bear about, haizzz..well its nt easy for me 2 get over u or 2 forget u, but i guess, u have oreadi gotten over me & moved on in ur life!! MAybe becoz i was neva a big part in ur life but as for me u was a big part even though i oni know u for a short whilee!! I noe u hate me alot n will hate me more, but if cn dun hate me forever. All this while u wanna live freely but couldnt, u wanted 2 enjoy ur life fully but couldnt coz of me, well now u gt al the freedom in world 2 do wteva u wan..To think abt the past..u promised me tt u wont leave me till the end of ur breath & now u promising me that u wunt cum back!! Now i'm hanging here with tears rolling down my eyes, left with nth to say!! I think i juz need 2 accept the fact & juz move on in life!!

"It so funny how some1 u know became sum1 u knew, whre u cn tolk 2 the person for hrs & now u walk past the person asif they was never a part of ur life"

LIFE ISO UNPREDICTABLE!!

2010-02-22T18:09:00.002+08:00

HeLlOOoo Every1, 2day had my bio paper, the paper was 2 hrs & i left like last den in an hr time, hahaha i was the 1st one 2 leave from my class, eevery1 was like wt happen bv & stuff, esp cam, wow u very confident ah!! hahaha!! I left earli becoz i cnt think oreadi la & the environment was 2 stressful & also becoz i 've already done the paper, its either u noe or u dun so for wt waste tyme sitting thre & cracking ur head wen nth cums out!! hahaha!! SAQ was very very gd, hehe & MCQ was nt tt bad la, 2 much give away ques, hopefully cn pass ah!! Okay tmr paper i have no comment coz i've no idea wth it actualli contains!! hahaha!!

Ouh ya b4 i forget, thnx for acc me the whole night yest till i finish studyin despite u having work 2day, hahaha but i still nvr 4gt we arguing over on wt tyme we shuld go bed 2gthr!! Anyway tt was soo sweet thought of u, saying tt u dun wan 2 leave me alone & go 2 bed!! hehehe hey hey 2day also acc me can?? hahahaha!!

OUh yapp i catched GOA oreadi, superb hilarious movie, pls go & catch the muvie okay? & The song idhu varai was awesome la, i juz love tt song!! hehehe i noe i suppose 2 study & nt wtch muvie but dun blame me, blame the muvie for cuming the wrong time ok? hahaha thnx for the date & muvie...nowww i wanna catch My name is Khan ok? hehheehe :DDDD ouh yap heard tt paiya/vinnai thandi varuvaya muvie is cumin out on 26 feb, i alsoo wanna ctch tt muvie!!!! hehehe!! Ouh ya did u heard tt the muvie 3 Idiots gonna be taken in tamil also, & guess who r the heroes?? Vijay, surya & madhavan!! Vijay will be acting as amir khan role!!! hehehhee Vijay muvie is a MUST 2 catch on theatre la!!

This pic was tooken by mee!! , nice rite??? hahaha i admire all this stuffs la!!

Its soo funny 2 think abt ppl creating trouble with our family despite knowing abt our family!! hahahhaa heyy ppl can grow up or nt, stop being so childish giving prank calls & threatening la!! if u have the guts come infront of us, but i bet u wun go home alive!! BUt yap we nt gonna let u go easily, juz waiting for u 2 cum infront of us, seriousli u gonna get it from uss terribly!! hahaha anyway we oreadi noe the motive of urs, sorry la wt u wish will neva happen ya!!! hahahaha i stil cn laugh over the fact on u actuali creating trouble with our family, OH MY GOD!! U r out of ur sense or wt??? IF u dunnoe abt us its okay la but u noe every single detail & still dare 2 threaten!! GOODNESS!! hahaha till u cum infront of us, u r still an coward la F*cking asshole!!!

Ouhh yaa sum1 is complaining tt i didnt text/call themm!! hahahah u wait u wait..aftr my exams i spam ur inbox with my msgs ok?? hahaha & yaa u say u miss me so much but y did u get sooo suprised wen i say i miss u la?? whyy i cnt miss u isit?? i noe why u r suprised, all becoz of wt happen btw us, well past is past, i still love u la gong? ANd yap urr ICE CREAM is still on pending, soon we will go for a date okay?? hehehe!!!

"One of the hardest things in life is having words in ur heart tt u cnt utter"

SuGarySwEet

2010-02-21T02:24:00.003+08:00

Nope this pic not edited by me okay? im nt soo thick skin la!! ahahhaa!! Anyway thnx for saying me preety ah..hahaha LOL!!

Yay, one paper is down, which is adult nursing!! The paper was good, alhamdullilah, e mcq's was gd but the saq's dun ask abt it, but me studyin juz for 2 hrs n sitting for this paper & saying its gd, its already enuff lor!! hahaha!! & & did i eva told u tt i nd sum1 2 wish me b4 every single exams,tests & practs? Yap i need tt sum1 wishes & den oni i'll have the confident & trust on myself, & weneva the person wish me, i confirm end up dng gd for tt particular paper, hahaha i noe this sound insane but tts my believe ya!! hahahaha!! & i dun need 2 force tt person 2 wish, tt person will call me & wish me before all my papers :))))

Thre r certain ppl in ur life, whre no matter how many times u c them u will neva get bored!! hahaha yeahhh u noe how excited i got wen i noe im gonna c u even though i have juz spend the whole day with u n its been oni 2 hrs since i last saw u!! HAhahaha!!! Wen we saw each other we screamed like hell, out of happiness!! hahaha!! && thre is soo many unexpected things happened on 19 & 20th feb!! goshh how can sum1 be such an HOT topic over 1 day!! hahaha!!

I badli wanna wtch GOA & My name is KHAN!!!! MAke sure u bring me for the movie juz like u promise okay?? hehehe :))))) &&& I cant wait for 30th april 2010!!! wohooo anthr "CAMP" is cuming up in sch!! hahahahaha LOL!! If u noe wt happen b4, u wuld noe wt does my "CAMP" refering 2!! LOL!!

I juz love to make my mummy angry, hahahah, so fun u noe!! hahaha not oni my mummy, if i love u many2 means den i will confirm do smth 2 make u angry!! hahaha i dunnoe why but i love 2 make the ppl who i love alot angry!! hahahha i noe la its soo stupid but i'm like tt okay!! hahahaha!! FUN u noee, seeing thier reactions & stuff!! hehehhe :DDDD

PS: Nope thre is nt a need for any1 2 replace any1 in my life, NO1 can replace any1 in my life!!!

Forgetting 2 forget abt u!!

2010-02-18T03:22:00.004+08:00

I'm having adult nursing exam tmr & c la wt im dng!! haha!! Well yest(17feb) i thought of being a lil gd gal, so actualli planned 2 study with this 2 lovely ppl la, nope NOT farhati & fadhilah its sum1 else, will update abt them wen time cums by ok?? well b4 strt studyin we decided 2 fill up our tummy so wen up 2 IMM had mac & den went to JE lib at 3!! Wah very confident u noe, take out book all & den ended up i couldnt study, dun ask me why ok, i juz couldnt conc!! SO this 2 lovely ppl decided 2 cheer me up & so they planned 2 go sumwhre else 2 enjaii!! haha!! HOw sweet sum1 cn be tell me?? Their exams oso cumin up but juz for me they sacrifice their time!! Well soo yap aftr much discussion at 5 plus we heeded 2 Bottle tree park!! I LOVE TT PLACE!! Its sooo lovely & peaceful la!! && I PLAYED THE SWING, hahaha & we like small kids actualli challenging each othr!! HAD FUN!!! Didnt even had the heart 2 leave the place, it was tt mind relaxing, we oni left tt place like ard 10!! THANKS aLOt guysss!!! I LOVE U 2 soo much!! YAA u did make me laugh ok :DDDD

& wtssup with ppl wanting 2 pinch my cheeks?? u think wt doll isit?? i noe la my cheeks r chubby!! hahaha!! pls ah i noe its juz pinching & nt biting but still painful u noe?? ouuchh :((( ahahha sorry la oni certain ppl r permitted 2 pinch my cheeks & NOT every1 who noes me okay??? SOo NOPE NO TOUCHING & PINCHING MY CHEEKS!!! LOL!!

WHy ppl asking me out at the wrong timing la?? If nt for my exams i tell u everyday is a party day!! haha, Holiday plan 2 go out with Joann, F4, farhati darl, "S", Ica (comel), N & A, My cuz sis, NAz darl & my NT sec sch frens!! COnfirm confirm i will go out with u all okay, for now pls let mee study in peace cn, NO MORE CALLING ME OUT till 25 feb okay??? hahaha!!

Ouh yaa fadhilah's wedd on 28 feb, hahaha im soo excited, farhati wanna wear the same colour as me!! Ouh yapp i wanna ctch the GOA movie, Paiya movie & all the new nice tamil & hindi movies!!!!! hahaha

I love taylor swift songs la, most of her songs r sumhw related 2 ppl life story whom i noe!! hahaha!! Well i oni strted 2 listen 2 eng song wen i was like sec 3?? all thnx 2 my gf nini, haha she forced me 2 listen 2 eng song la +++ syiqin cutie pie!! hahaha & the 1st person song i was attracted 2 was RAGHAV & JAY SEAN!! i shuld say this jay sean is HOT!! hahaha!! OKay shagima dun get angry ok?? hehehe

PS: SOrry for unable 2 cum out with u 2day, i haven finish studying for my paper tmr, i noe u planned everything from head 2 toe, i will make it up with u tmr aftr my adult nursing paper okay?? promise & we juz go on the same plan!! i'm soo sorry :(

YOU & ME

2010-02-16T20:41:00.004+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY & LUNAR NEW YR EVERYONE!! :D Sorry if i didnt personally wish u coz i was juz plain lazy 2 send a msg la, hahaha!! Anyway for a moment i 4get abt valentine's day & den exctly 12 am i recieved a call from joann, ya she the 1st one 2 wish me, soo sweet rite she, even i 4get it was valentine's day!! She strted 2 miss me soo much tt she demanding me 2 meet her ASAP, well i promise aftr my exam i will confirm will go out with u ok? & & stop worrying tt i'll forget u & stuff, i WONT forget u :DD

& my 1st gift was 3 hugs from my kutti cuz rammy, muni & shagi, well well it was ard 12.45 am while i was otw back home i coincidentally met up with this gals, haha they wre gng back home aftr celeb rammy's b'day! Wen they saw me they hugged me & wished me happy valentine's day!! Awwww tt was really sweet, hahaha last yr my whole v'day was celeb with them 2gthr with my cuz wedd & so fast a yr as flied!!

SO yap weekend wen great, had a freaking awesome day, will update abt it once i get my pics okay?

Hmm yest was also quite gd, i wen 2 meet my fren for lunch, had an wonderful time with u, wel wel thnx for the day, the treat & the v'day gift, It was soo nice of u :)) AFtr tt while otw to ash hse i saw vishnu & so we planned 2 lepak, so we called dwn nini, & then we lepak under 1 block!! hahaha i was realli behaving like one crazy gal la, OMG!!

Den ard 8 plus wen 2 ash hse, long tyme didnt meet him & fauzika & arshad wt!! SO yap i was suppose 2 go back home but this ash la forced me 2 stay over & yap ofcoz i love to stay over in his place, soo much of freedom man!! U guys btr nt noe wt i did, hahaha!! Well ash wassss super freaking sweet & nice la, ard 3 am i complain hungary & den u noe wt he did?? He stirred for me milo + fried for me nuggets!! & the whole day till 6 am he was listening 2 all my blabbering & den still consoling me & realli tried his best 2 cheer me up!! OMG, no1 was ever this nice to me, like seriousli, haha becoz wen i strt blabbering ppl will get so freaking irritated & will ask me 2 shut up, but as for ash he really really listen 2 them & still neva fail 2 console me & make me smile u noe!! Even for a moment if i sudd keep quiet & strt 2 think abt all those thinks & became upset, he will do smth 2 distract me from thinking & cheer me up!! Thnk u sooooooooooooo much ash, i realli owe u alot & i love u alot bro :DD

Exam is on fri & i still haven strt studyin do u noe tt? I seriousli cant conc, wteva i study is nt gng up inside my brain, GOSH cann sum1 save me, i'm realli freaking streessss!! Now the oni thing i love 2 do is to slp, i feeel soo much btr wen i m aslp den wen im awake!!!

PS: The previous post abt my F4 whre i was stating tt mess with them & u c the other side of mine is sudd brought up becoz of certain ppl who runining the name of my frens in F4, so yap anthr wrng word abt any1 of them i will seriousli wun keep quiet!! & yap if any1 took the post wrongli IDK wt 2 say!! I'm very much wounded now, i feel so unappreciated!!

About the other time wen i said those thing i seriousli didnt do it 2 mock u, i was juz playing & disturbing u ard & tts wt i uusualli do & i thought u know it well but i didnt knew tt u took it soo seriousli, i realli swear tt i dun have any intention 2 mock u, in 1st place why shuld i mock u wen i love u so much, i juz dun understd why u always c me the wrong way, haizz!!

YOUR LOVE IS BLIND!!

2010-02-13T00:52:00.006+08:00

Well NOE WHAT?? MY attachment is OVER, yay!!! U noe how freaking happy i was or nt? Yest was my last day & i was in the morn shift coz aftr work i had an appt 2 attend!! Well thurs i was aftrnn & den frm aftrnn 2 morning its soo tiring rite? but do u noe hw hw active i was or nt? u cn ask thu!! hahaha i wass soo excited coz last day mah!! & i was like smiling the whole day durin my work, till all the staff nurse came n ask me, wah u so happy why ah? den i say last day & i jump ard..hahahahahaha!! I was smiling soo much tt my cheek strted 2 hurt u noe, u cn ask ard to those was with me!!

i was neva tis happy for very long u noe!! hahahaha!! & anthr best part was, all the pt was discharge or either on home leave coz CNY!! & i was soo freee the whole day, nt oni me even the staff nurse & AN was super free!! hahaha!! For the 1st time i seeing all the staffs were smiling so happily & go break on time!! hahaha!! SSN rebecca was aftrnn yest, wasted, haha but i was actualli with her, eventhough she nt my cubicle, haha u cn ask my frens, she 4eva look for me 1, everything also Bv, even wen passing report she wan me 2 be thre!! hahaha, u dunnoe ah i her left & right hand!! hahahaha!

Well yaa but rite tt ward is the biggest drama ward la, wen sista ard all like very qui qui and all is perfect but wen sista nt ard, omg all haywire, thre is no proper passing of general report!! ITs tt bad okay? & i also learn from tt ward tt all the staff are super selfish, yay my previous post, it was actualli refering to the ward staff, i've learned tt u cnt trust any1 in this world la, unless u noe the person for long & inside out!! anyway its okay a gd lesson learned la, esp for, sum1!!!

Okay put tt aside, well aftr att we had a small camwhore with my frens n CI's, okay Ci fadhilah loveeee 2 take pics!! ahaha!! AFtr tt wen 2 collect my CT brain results, all is norm, now i gt prove tt i gt brain okay? ahhaa!! well my mum followed me, YA i noe im gonna turn 21, but hello im NOT independent la, dun blame me, blame my mum & dad, pamper me so much, hahah!!

Well wen to makan with mum and had a gd chit chat with my mum aftr so long later, coz buzy with att mah, haha den aftr tt wen 2 meet my fren, roam ard for awhile den wen 2 my granny hse, gt prayers for my late grandad & uncle la, its been 11 yrs my grandad left us & 10 yrs since my uncle left us!! so a small correctn i was actuali pri 4 wen my grandad passed away & imagine hw much impact it gave me tt i still rmb everything, i mean EVERYTHING!!! Okay wen i went thre nt much ppl la, oni 2 aunt, my mum n cuz bro + my granny, all the small kid wen 2 play soccer..

By the time i reach granny hse i was fully dead, tired la, whole day out ok! So during the prayers i was actualli dozzing off, haha, i was so exhausted la, but my granny was so sweet, she stir for me tea n gave it to me. i was soo touched, den she say ok with tea rite? or u wan milo?, den i say tea is mre den enuff, ya ya ya, i dun realli like tea but i LOVE it wen my aunt sharifa or granny stirs it, its nice ok!! aftr tt, u noe wt anthr sweet thing my granny did or nt?? she actualli cooked fish tt day but she noes i dun like fish, soo she on the spot, faster faster cooked for me chicken curry, JUZ BECOZ OF ME U NOE!! OMG!! i was realli touched, didnt expect it!! I LOVE U SOOOOOOO MUCH NENEK!!!!!! *MUACKS*

well joann soo sorry i couldnt go out with u yest, i will make it up with u aftr exam ok?? & yap i will miss u 2 & dun worry i wun forget u :DDDDD

Well V'day & CNY is cuming, & ya me being shameless was actualli going ard asking ppl V'day gift..hahaha!! BUt ppl r juz soo sweet, wen i ask them for V'day gift u noe wt they did? they actualli hug me & sum kiss me!! i asked for a gift & tt doesnt mean u need 2 buy for me smth wt, rite or nt?? nth is valuable den a hug & kiss :)))

Those who juz gt to noe me shuld actualli stop asking the ques "hw cum i cn get along with u so well" & so on! Im meant 2 be like tt la, if u r nice 2 me, i will be times 2 nice 2 u la!! I actualli cn get along with ppl who actualli love 2 tolk juz like me!! hahaha!! THats me la!! I'm juz very very very frendly!! I LOVE 2 make frens!! But no matter hw many new frens i get 2 noe in life, NON of them cn replace my fantastic 4(F4), they r priceless & irreplaceable!! So yap juz becoz im soo close 2 u & all dun think i dun treasure my F4, they themselve noe very well hw much i love them & treasure them, so yap those who thought wrongly get this CLEARED!! They always comes 1st and den aftr tt followed by the rest, mess with them den u will c the other side of MINE!!

Thre's alot of frenship issue gng ard in my life, well in general i give in alot to the ppl who i love & care becoz i dun wanna lose any1 by mistake coz every single frens of mine r precious! BUT i also gt certain limit ok, i oni cn give in to a certain extent ya. I'm nt a person who give up easily on sum1 who i treasure alot, but i say i cn oni tahan for a certain extend, i will try my very best as i cn, but nw im seriousli on the edge of giving up, so if i gave up pls dun blame me!!

Okay now i mus say this, ppl pleaseee stop asking me out, i nd 2 study, exam is next wk u noe? well tmr gng out, den sun gng out with nini's family & sasi to ECP & mon i gt 2 ppl ask me out, haha i noe i cn say NO but u noe, books are totally allergic 2 me!! hahaha!! okay im gonna enjoi till mon aftr tt NO MORE outing!! PROMISE!! hahaha!!

Well i actualli forwarded this msg " I have 5 mins left in tis world & u r with me, wad wuld u wanna tell me in this very min?"

I recieved alot of funny, sweet & loving reply..all of them realli touched me, but the one which realli touched me deeply was my gf nini's reply! OMG!! I LOVE U ALOT SWEETHEART!! :DDD

Ouh ya 4get 2 tell u, i saw this guy, ind i guess, dunnoe la, OMG soo hunsem!!! haha!! U noe gt ppl sit outside the ward & record down the visitors name & give the visitors card, ya he was working as tt!! Actualli he was workin thre for long, but i oni notice he was hunsem on thurs, yaa like so stupid rite, wen i told cam tt he hunsem & so on, cam said tt he was actualli looking at me weneva we go in & out of the ward, alamak wasted rite, i tell u, i very late in noticing ppl, haizzz wat a waste la, im always like tt la, late in everything!! haizz so sad!! haha fri also wasnt able 2 admire him much coz i was tolking to SSN rebecca all the while!! Realli sia SSN rebecca has a very sweet & cute smile, omg i juz love her smile, haha if u noe me den u shuld have known tt i cn juz fall for ppl eyes & smile!! hahaha!!! LOL!!

YOU LIVE INSIDE OF ME!!

2010-02-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

"U r the oni 1 i wish i could forget & the oni one i love not to forgive"

"Thre r times wen i hate u but i don't complain, cause i've been afraid that u would walk away"

Aiyo c la me, suppose 2 study but always end up neva study & exam is otw!!! stress!! haha weneva i work morning i cnnt stop myself from gng out aftr work, sumhw, sum1 will ask me out & i juz couldnt say no, haha wanna enjoi la ppl but i couldnt spend time with my family, by the time im home is already late & im totalli dead! Yest wen out with Joann, suppose 2 go town with her 2day but sadly 2day she aftrnn, haiya, wt a waste, but its okay tmr & fri we r on the same shift, weee :))) Anyway gal cheer up, juz like u say lucky u knew it now den later, so ya be happy abt it!! I realli like the way she c things, even though she was terribly disappointed abt smth, she still cn look at the positive part of it & get over it, nt bad ah, hahaha!!! Yest aftr work last min she wanted 2 lepak with me, so since it was last min, bth of us didnt bring extra clothing, haiyo at 1st she didnt wan 2 lepak in uni but atlast she did lepak la!! den we wen 2 IMM, we eat 1st den wen 2 the top, thre gt a place 2 slack la, very nice sia the place, wah wah we eventualli planned 2 leave at 8.30pm, den aftr tt she say she dun wanna leave becoz she will miss me, haha ended up we roam until 9 plus den i too tired so i insisted of gng home, d next day i was morning, dunnoe hw many times she say she will miss me till i took the train, cute la she, sorry gal we shall go out soon aftr my exams okay? :D

Its also been long since i last catched up with my cuzie, including ash n poochika, they have already strted 2 complain tt i ilang oreadi & they miss me, sorry every1, eu shuld blame my att for tt, soon soon, in anthr 2 wks time my exam wil b over 2 & i promise tt i will catch with every1 okay?? MIss u all :)

I MISS U TT BADLY :(

WOhooo now im left with oni 2 days den no more waking up so earli!! yay!! haha!! This att was the most suckiest att, alot of things happen la, i mean ALOT!! But its okay, it gonna be over soon! YAY!! & ya did i tell u tt i love the SSN rebecca's smile, she have such a cute smile, haha & weneva she is happy they way she tolk very cute! hahaha!! okay i shall nt say more b4 joann gets angry!! hehe!!

I've this kinda of phobia/fear aftr certain things happen in my life!! I m trying hard nt to get tht things affect me, but i juz coulnt!! haiz, & ya hw cn sum1 be soo selfish? haiz pls la cn u all consider abt others feelings 2 or nt? I wonder hw sum1 cn be soo selfish tt they oni bother saving their own shoes & dun care hw ppl r getting hurt & affected by them!! Haiz!! SO dissappointed!!! WEll wt 2 do life is always like tt!!

PERFECT STRANGERS!!

2010-02-08T19:33:00.003+08:00

Yeah this is e exct thing we do, we love the people who hurt us & hurt the people who love us! We humans tends 2 regret alot in life, we oni realise the value of the person who loves us aftr they left us & by the time we realise their value its too late for us 2 get back to them!!

"Treasure the ppl wen they r ard, coz its no pt regretting & crying over them aftr they r gone"

Yeahh, wen they r ard, try 2 make the sweetest memory with them as much as possible, coz memories stays foreva wen ppl chnge or wen ppl leave or wen u lose sum1!! Atleast aftr they r gone u cn always recall abt the moments u had with them & live ur life throughout!

The 1st time in my life whom i cried terribly for is my gandDad(mum's dad), wen he passed away i was Pri6 & tts d time i realise hw much it hurts wen u lose sum1 u love!! I still cn picture every single thing tt happen on tt day..den followed by my uncle(mum's younger bro) he passed away sudd u noe, thre was no Sign summre, u noe hw shocking was it for us, he is my most fav uncle amg every1!! Then followed my ash's dad & sum othr ppl. Ya cnt u c, no1 is going to live foreva!

Yeahh our life here is nt guaranteed or permanent, soo ya treasure every single person in ur life. Thre is no pt holding grudges against sum1, pls la every1 do make mistakes in life & mistakes r prt of humans nature, in order 2 learn we nd 2 make mistake, the impt thing is whthr they learn from the mistake or nt. Listen, u also once have made mistake, lied, hurt & dissapoint ppl in life, so wen u do tt, u wish, hope & expect ppl 2 forgive u but why cnt u forgive the others wen they make mistake?? U c, tts our prob..No1 is perfect ok? So ya forgive but not forget, learn from ur mistakes but neva regret, stop hating the ppl ard u coz u get nth from it, if u dislike the person den juz ignore them, no pt hating them! U oni live once so enjoy it la, why make it so complicated?

WHATEVA HAPPENS IT HAPPENS FOR A REASON!! Juz becoz one or two person hurts u or betray u or break ur trust tat doesnt mean every1 will do the same rite?? U mus learn 2 love again & trust again, not every1 the same okay?! In life u will realise that thre is a purpose 4 every person u meet..some r thre 2 test u, some will use u, sum will teach u & sum will brng out the best in u, sum may cause u pain but u will learn 2 Move On..SO LET GO of the ppl who CANT TREAT U RITE & HOLD ON to those who LOVE U & C UR WORTH!!!

Our prob is we care & give alot to the ppl we love & we also expect the same things in return, but once the other party couldnt meet the expections of us, we ended up getting disappointed & hurt, well its ur wish to love whoeva u want & care abt them but if the othr party didnt do tt, den u shuld understnd tt u didnt matter 2 them as much as they matter 2 u, u cnt blame them for tt becoz its their wish, either u move on or u juz carry on loving & caring abt them but dun expect anything in return! Things happen wen u least expect them!!

UN MELA AASADHANN

2010-02-07T19:27:00.006+08:00

"U neva noe wht u have until u lose it, & once u lose it, u cn neva get it back"

JOANN u seriousli gonna get it from me tmr, loosu la u, wt have u dne, goshh!!! hahaha u ah, ask me nt 2 stress u ended up u r stressing me! Nvm i shall deal with u tmr!! Be aware!! hahha

ANd ya i told u abt the bet i had with my cuz sis rite, yay i won, c i told her he will wish him at 12 & he did wish her!! yahoooo!! haha now she must listen 2 wteva i say for 1 whole day, yay i shal deal with u wen we meet, wohoooo!! hahaha

My 2 dearest fren, Ja & Ica..Aftr 2 yrs later we had a get2gthr & thre is more 2 cum :DDDYeahhhhhh atlast ctch up with them, realli had an awesome day!! haha of coz la gng out with this 2 loosu's always FUN!! We actualli wen 2 shisha since ica neva tried shisha-ing b4!! haha we wen 2 the same place which i wen with marinah they all, the "mosic cafe"..tt day we tried double apple, oklah nt tt bad, but den ica didnt enjoi it, she prefer sugaring, so instead we bought sugar & ended up sugaring more den shisha-ing!! hahaha!! ACt gangster, we r innocent actualli..LOL Ja jealous becoz i sayang ica!! haha
They wre trying 2 kiss me for the past 2 yrs & nw they took it as a chnce n kiss me!! haha
This 2 loosu's r still the same, except for ica she has quiten dwn abit but ja, haiyo still as crazy as b4!! haha

Chikopek, Loosu & kutti pisasu!

They made my day, we shuld have more outing & dun 4get abt the overnight okay, wee cnt w8 2 c u guys again :D

Shona, me & The sexy lady

the cam clicked b4 ica settleed dwn.hahaha

My shona darling..(shona=sweet)

The preety lady!! who 4eva wear black & white!! haha

Khatijah!!

Me & Ja

well we sat dwn thre wtched our old videos we took in BD..omg it was soo kecho la!! hahaha we laughed terribly looking back wt we did 2 yrs back during working days, omg, we wre realli super crazy, hahaha but seriousli we miss those days man!!

Laughing away :)

her hair is soo long & she wannna get it, u bodoh or wt, so syg lei, pls dun cut okay :D

well aftr shisha-ing we wen over 2 ica place, long tyme neva go her hse la dats y & also wanted 2 c her younger sista danisha, she is turning 2 this yr!! OMg she is beri the cute, at 1st she was so scared 2 cum 2 us & den aftr tt she was soo attached 2 us, she love playing with my hp & the kitchen hanging on my pone!! Ouh ya i also recorded a video of her dancing, will upload in fb, go take a look okay? she is sooo freaking cute!!!

The cute lil angel danisha..she is ica's younger sis

She is super duper cute u noe, i juz love her soo much! she dunnoe eng & so had 2 tolk malay, but i was able 2 tolk ok, hahaha n the way she tolk super cute, she like 2 say "uh-oh", "jatoh", "takut". hahaha cute rite, u mus listen 2 hw she say :DDD

Ja & danisha

wah wen wan 2 leave from her place she didnt let us go u noe, she wanted 2 follow us, whre shoe all oreadi u noe, hahaha super cute & den wen we didnt bring her she cry, awww soo sad!! nvm ica one day lets go out 2gther den u bring her along ok, i realli love danisha alot, she super cuteee!!!!

Me & the lil sweetheart :D

My elder bro kenna accident 2day :(..he didnt wanted 2 get admit so he juz ask the paramedic ppl 2 bandage n cover his wound..goodness juz nw wen i do dressing for him the wound is realli terrible & i cnt c him in pain!! OUCH!! Bro get well soon!!! Vijay also kenna accident, ahha heard tt he became like mummy, aiyo, pavum he, get well soon ok vijay !! How would i wish i was a boi, confirm fun with my cuz n my bro's fren. hahaha, they r super kecho la!!!

& noe wt i hate aftrnn shift, i oni love the waking up part for aftrnn shift but other den tt i dun like aftrnn shift, becoz by the time i come home every1 is asleep & the time i wake up evry1 wen off to work, i juz couldnt spend time with my family, esp my mum, cnnt even hold convo with her wen i am in aftrnn shift, but yay its ok anthr 5 days & im done with att!! wohoooo :DD

Ouh ya anthr gd news cumin up, my 2nd bro insy'allah will be getting married end of next yr, weee im soo happy, im gonna get a SIL!! :DDDD Anthr new SIL of my elder bro is tryin 2 tolk 2 me, hahaha i didnt knew she my bro gf till my cuz told me, hahaha nt bad they stil follow the old tactic by tryin 2 gain gd impression with the boyfies sista ah..but gd thing is bth my bro's gf are nt pure ind muslim, haha one is ind christian & anthr one is pakistani but bth r gorgeous!! wohooo!! I wan my elder bro to get married also, i wan 2 take care of their kids, i mean they r enuff in my life to make me happy!! hehehe

"I've realised no matter how serious life gets u will always have those ppl that u can act completly stupid with"

SImPLY uNIque

2010-02-05T23:34:00.005+08:00

Meet my new fren Joaan clare, noe her thru attachment, she is my age & a yr senior den me, haha she is the yr3 prcp gal i was tolking abt la..Very very preety rite she..haha if i tel her this she will go super high, hahaha!!

Well well i went out with her, wen to qweensway with her, supposingly we planned 2 shisha with cam & aidah(AN) but last min the othr 2 couldnt make it & den joann say nvm we bth juz go out 2gthr if i dun mind & i said okay but i was super worried la, scared later very awkward n so on becoz i oni knew her for 1 wk & i dun realli noe her but noe wt i enjoyed myself with her 2 the extreme!! She oni known as 21 yrs old but the way she act ah realli superr childish la!! haha the way she tolk & the way she eat, haiyoo like a small gal, i mus serve her this & tt wen she eating! hahaha!!

Den on tt day i wen out with her, u mus c how she behave...super duper cute, i was realli enjoying every single min with her, she realli made me feel so comfortable & we were tolkin away asif we known each other for long sia, she was sharing me abt all her stuffs and soo on!! I realli like her character, wen i c her i gt reminded abt hw i was used 2 b during my sec sch days, she was reallli soo happy go lucky, soo care-free & super super super crazy!! hahaha! I juz realli admire her sooo sooo soo much!! I realli love the way she behave, the way she being herself & she also noes wen 2 b serious!! hahhaa okay i noe i juz knew her but seriousli she is diff & i like it!! I even told her tt, i juz like the way she is & everything! She is realli super cute, u try 2 mix ard with her & u will noe, the way she tolk tamil & sing taml song very cute & she love the vizhi moodi song soo much tt 24/7 sing tt sng to me & made tt song stck in my brain, hahaha thnx ah & ya she realli help alot in my case study even w/o me asking, thnx alot!! :DDD ANyway babe thnx for the day, u made me laugh terribly :DDD

& ya tt day i saw my pri sch mate fransesca, & noe wt she is also joann's pri sch fren..haha coz fransesca studied in pioneer pri from pri 1 till 3 aftr tt she came my sch!! hahaha well wt a small world ah!!

welll now i'm left with 5 more days of attachmnt, wohoooooo!!! U noe thre was anthr big scene happen at work on wed, haiyo seriousli la if u gt anything against the staff plgossip amg ur frens n dun waste tyme telling the CI, its off no use!! ANyway im done with my CASE STUDY, wah its realli a stress relieve!! & yap lesson learned, u need 2 suck up with the ppl u hurt or dislike inorder to enjoi ur posting, tts the exct thing i'm dng now!!! anthr lesson learned, in order 2 b happy u mus nt care abt wt ppl say or do, u mus nt let any1 affect u in anyway & by dng this no1 cn eva hurt u & u cn stay happy always! hahaha tts very diff ah, yap i noe, i juz care abt ppl feelings so much tt i'm always ended up hurting myself, haizz :(

Me & joann!!

Caught using hp uring working hrs.hahaha lol

well this ash ah very bad, juz call me up 2 say abt certain stuff n ruin my mood, idiotic asshole! hahaha!! & he also call me up sudd weneva he listen 2 u belong to me song, hahah she always say tt, tt song remind him off me, hahaha & i noe the reason also, he ah purposely u noe, still cn ask me 2 cum dwn his sch in my uni juz becoz he miss me, i shy u noe ash, i dun wanna meet tt asraf in uni la, pls!! hahaha

sometimes i juz hate myself la, its becoz of things of gng ard in my life, aftr certain things happen i feel im being totalli unfair & so on!! well sum1 said smth & at 1st i disagree with it but nw i realise tt its true!! haizzz i hate myself!! :(

WaItiNg FOr U

2010-02-02T23:20:00.005+08:00

Oi piglet i mISss uu soo much di!! Faster meet me up!! sorry la im to be blamed, very very buzy coz of att, wil meet u up soon promiseee, mayb this sat if i can okay?? If im done with my outing earli i promise i meet u okay? Next tyme pls book me early... ANyway ahem ahem sum1 is gonna celebrate their 14th mnth anniversary ah..wah wah congrats sis, my wishes will always thre for u!! SIs no worries few mre mnths, everything will go fine, pls dun stress urself too much, i wan u to be happy & carefree like last time!! weell ppl noe wt thre is a small bet gng by, its abt whthr her bf will wish her for the anni at 12 or not, i say yes & she say no!! SO if i win she must listen 2 wteva i say wen i meet her & if she wins i mus listen 2 her!!! hahaha!! SO lets c who wins okay!!!

I've heard ppl saying tt, at the end of the day oni u gonna defend urself but no1 else, hmmm for me i dun agree with, i still believe that wen i fall my parnts, siblings, fauzika, ash & my fantastic 4 will catch me!! This the oni ppl have assured me & gave me the confident tt no matter wt, they will be thre for me till the end of their life & i'm soo glad 2 have them in my life!! Till now they r the one who r catching me weneva im abt 2 fall, idk wt i wuld i've been w/o u guys & noe wt i love u, every single 1 from the bottem of my heart!!

well compare 2 the past me & the present me, i think i have change alot!! seriousli alot & i hate hw im being now!! U noe hw carefree and happy go lucky i was during my sec sch days But now my life is full of prob & my heart is aching terribly!! I was a person who react the way hw ppl react to me u noe, juz life a mirror, with a policy of give & take respect & i dunnoe whre my policy vanished into! haiyoo!! Need 2 go back to my oldself!! I've notice dat my smile doesnt reach my eyes!

This is ica aka aishah aka chikopek! hehe!! I met up with her last sun & noe wt my fren fati & fadhilah say she look like anas..WTH!! pls la..cn u nt disgrace my shona or not, she is much way preetier & btr looking den anas lor!! Dun eva irritate me saying she look like anas okay?

U guys noe wt i meeting her up aftr 2 yrs later..omg tts freaking long but for us we juz couldnt believe tt we didnt meet up for 2 freaking yrs, hmm mayb becoz we still msg , video call each othr & kp in contact with each othr..hmm mayb ah, becoz the closeness btw us is still d same!! haha wen we met up we wre actualli tolkin abt the days we work 2gthr, haha & noe wt i oni htought i made her cry once but actualli no, she cried many times coz of me, hahaha & i didnt even knew it! LOL! well well last tyme wen we wre working ah, aftr work once we reach home we will strt msging each othr like asif we didnt tolk & meet for yrs, haha realli u noe, every single day even including weekends wthr we met each othr on tt day or nt we will still msg each othr till we go to bed, hahahhaha!! yeahh we wre tt freaking close, even nw we r also but juz low prof, sssh!! LOL!! SHe was telling me tt aftr her bf cum in her life is fully revolve with him & she say nw, my life is revolve with my bf + Bv...awww soo sweet rite!! hehe!!

Well u guys noe wt? now i m oni left with 8 mre freaking days of att & den im freed, hahaha aftr tt got exam la, but oni for 1 wk so its okay!! I also realise tt im going out often aftr work during this posting apart from the last att all im like home strght aftr my work & now im like out everyday during my morning shift & even at tymes during my aftrnn shift! hahaha, yaa la the world doesnt end if u strt working okay, soo yapp im practicing myself for my future, so in future aftr i strt working i still cn kp up with my social life :DDD

Ouh yaaa 2day soo much of drama happen in work. hahaha i juz couldnt stop laughing!! Its soo classic man!! SUm1 who i hate cum complain abt anthr person who i Hate 2!! Gooodness, & why must they cum n tell me wen thre r soo many ppl out thre!! hahaha!! Today wen 2 makan with the yr3 prcp gal, well she is super frendli & nice la & the way she tolk tamil superrr cutee, realli very cute! She doesnt look like ind & her tamil pronouncation is nt so gd either but den she is soo proud abt being an ind & love 2 tolk in tamil!! soo awesome ah, im juz brought away becoz of her, i juz love ppl like her! :DDD

& ya 2day cam gave me a heart attack, soo bad!! hehe!! Yest night aftr dng my case study i emailed her my case study so tt she cn print for me & as far as i noe i msged her askin 2 print but eventualli the msg was nt send so ya i didnt realise till she msg me dat she left her hse! den i msg her hey gt print my notes and she say no, u didnt msg me wt!! Den i was like shit, walk back 2 my hse while calling her den she ans, den she say relak la bv i was kidding den strt laughing!! hahahah bad rite!! Den she msg me,

Cam: Lol, juz board the train. haha
me: Hahaha pig eu scare me for a moment
cam: Aiyer fr a moment oni... -.-
Me: still. i almost walk back to my house sia. pandi kutti, haha
Cam: walk back t ur n do wad? Bring ur lappie t work? haha.
Me: hahaha. No la. Put in my thumbdrive den go lot1 & print la
Cam: ahahahahha. hahahahhahaha. Damn funny. hahahaha hahahha

She is soo bad rite? hahaha! But its okay la coz she print out for me, so shall forgive her! LOL!!

Me & Comel

Actualli rite i love the ward im working at u noe, the SN all very nice aprt from others la, very buzy ward but actualli lots 2 learn, its a gd thing! & my most fav nurse out thre SSN rebecca, she is super nice, frenly, alamak all in 1 la, she will neva scold u 1, will teach u in nice way & will always tolk 2 u & build ur knowledge. I mean i neva seen a SSN being so frendli, coz so far i've seen SSN either very quiet or action or very pride but she prove me wrong tt not every1 are like tt, I like her alot sia, she tolk tamil also very cute u noe & she doesnt look like her age, she look soo young, & she is so preety, simple & sweet! Hahaha u mus c how crazy the yr3 prcp gal goes wen she c rebecca, she always cum n tell me wah the rebecca very preety, so gorgeous so nice & blah blah blah! hahaha she admire rebecca from head 2 toe sia!! Worst den me, i was nt like tt wen i saw nadiah lor, i oni hyperventilate sia! hahaha okay fine cam & mat says tt its still worst! hahaha!

I juz dun understand why ppl cuming & asking me the ques do u miss me? wen they noe my ans is no, plss la enuf okay, if i say i dun means i dun! If u gonna think im being insensitive or wtsoeva i juz cnt b bothered la. Leave me alone! I had enuff, i dun wan any new soul cuming into my life & messing it up any further! I juz dun wanna give u the wrong idea & atlast cum n say a diff thing, i noe hw much it hurts so ya, pls try to understand & leave me alone!!

"Azhgana neram athai needhan koduthai, azhiyatha sogam athaiyum needhan koduthai"

CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAY :DD

Dont trouble, trouble...Until trouble, troubles u!! :D

2010-01-31T02:54:00.003+08:00

Soo nIce rite?? I juz love 2 sit under the sky along the sea side, middle of the night, admiring the stars & sky! Nth is as awesome & wonderful as this man!! It give me soo much of peace & great feelings!! hahaha!! I neva fail 2 do this wen i go 2 ECP, i wil sit at the water breaker, alone, Sugaring by & wtching the sky & stars along with enjoying the cool breeze...i can sit all night juz sitting dwn admiring the sky & the breeze & the wave!! OMG i juz love it!! This is one of the things i always love 2 do :) I also love 2 stroll by the beach at night, listening 2 songs & enjoy the breeze!!
This place look soo cool rite?? i wanna go..its sooo awesommee, its soo peaceful & the sky & beach is soo lovely!!! i LIKe :DD

Anthr thing i love to do is wtch sunset, wahh that one is super lovely man!! Admiring natures is awesome!!

RAni Is sooo gorgeous & hot.. I juz soo love her hair, eyes & smile!! I juz love all her movie, esp Ta ra ram pam..oMg she was sooo Cute & hot in the muvie!! :DDD

HERE w/o U!!

2010-01-30T01:11:00.008+08:00

Da enuff okay enuff..romba illikatha!! hahaha

Well i wan 2 chnge my sex to male, wt u guys thing abt it?? hahaha seriousli ah..i wan 2 become a guy la, dun wan 2 b a gal anymore!!! Being a guy, cn have so much of freedom & all unlike being a gal, so its btr i be a boy rite!! yay!!! SO hw, wt u say??

ANd u guys noe wt 2 wks of att is over, now left with 2 wks more which is 10 days!! weeeeeeee!! soo happyy!! Well tues i had a sucky day, i hate my CI, she is sooo evil, irritatin & sacarstic!!! Non of my frens like her, our 1st impression of her was soo wrong, we thought she is nice but nooo she is nt, nancy much way btr & noe wt next 2 wks nancy is same shift as me!! wahhh CI F toture is gone!! thnk god!! haha!!!

Yest i, cam, mat & SN michelle wen 2 send one pt over ward 57, wahh u noe hw much they disturb me wen i say i wanna follow 2 send over the pt! esp mat & cam, hahahhaha, even the SN disturb me with them, aiyoo soo paisehh my face turn super red sia, hahha! they wre disturbing with SN nadiah!! hahahha aiyooo!!! they all ah!!

SN judith very cute & funny, i noe her in gynea ward, omg she still rmb me soo nice rite, hahaha den she said this "LIars goes to hell, we shall meet in hell okay" hahahha aiyoo funny sia she!! Den rite gt one prcp ind christian student working in the same ward as me, she is sooo nice sia, help me with my case study, soo sweet rite, haha den she tolk 2 me in tamil den she ask u noe tamil rite? hahaha but she is quite preety ya & super frenly!!

Yeahhh Happy birthday SYG :)

Wed(27/1/2010) had an awesome day!! Strted off kinda well coz my CI didnt realli hunt me as i wass buzy!! haha!! AFtr work wen 2 meet shagi & her fren!! den slack with them, den aftr tt wen 2 meet nnesah, den brought her 2 a blk, omg u mus c hw she react wen she c the cat, hahahha i still cnt erase tt moment, cute la she, hahaha!! It tooks me soo long 2 cool her dwn, omg!! hahaha den shagi actualli brought in the cake, a lil suprise, hope u love it syg! && thnx u sooo much shagi for helpin me out!! :DDD Hey syg, i pass u the pics wen u come on9 okay?? I ask her 2 cut the cake but she like the cake so much tt she didnt had the heart 2 cut the cake!! hahaha

Yeahhhh my syg turn a yr older oreadi!!!! I LOVE U :)

Den aftr wen 2 makan at BK!!! slack thre for awhile && im soo happy tt i made u happy!!! weeeeee its a gr8 achievement for me u noe!! hahaha!! I'm sooooo happy c u happyy da, i wan u 2 stay happy & cheerful & smiling like this alwayss :DDD Sorry i didnt understnd u al this while but nw i think i have understood u!! sorry for pissing u off & irritate u all this while!!!

:D

CUTE :D

Me & Nnesahh!!
my sweetheart :D

I was disturbing her!! hahha

hahahah!!

Me & nini!!

aftr tt ard 8 i wen to CWP to meet my frenss!! SHit la by the time i reach thre poo already left, so sad tt couldnt c her, lets ctch up soon okay gal??But vishnu & nini was thre 2gthr with sasi & devin!! OMG vishnu isss supper funny la, she say this "hey mama sowkiyama" to all those bangla pass by & the she chut to all the sexy gals who walk pass!! hahaha aiyoo loosuu sia she!!

vishnu & me

AFtr tt sat dwn and chit cht with them, this sasi ah, aiyoo all the while disturb me!! haha!! OMG aftr sooo long laterrr i laughed soo terribly and its all thnx to my gals!! hahahhaha i still laughing abt it man!!! vishnuu u r seriousli crazy la!!! hahahhahahahahah!!!! That day oni left home at 10..omg i was totalli dead by den sia!!
Nini loosu..hahhaa

Vishnu monkey!! hhahaha

Meee aftr an long tiring day!!

sasssiiii & niniii

"CRaZy as it haPPens..u Keep going back to one thing u need to walk away From"

"LOve The heart thAt hurts u But Neva hurt The Heart tat LOveS u"

UNAPPRECIATED!!

2010-01-25T16:57:00.003+08:00

Today is 2nd wk of attachment oreadi, yay!! anthr 14 days left, wee cnt wait!! but den aftr att is exams, wow like shit rite? haha even exams is nt over but i already planned wt 2 do aftr the last paper!! hahaha!! well 2day is nt tt bad, time flies super fast but wts soo irritating is nw we gt 3 CI's, nw the extra 1 is susan, wah she rabak i tell, idk hw my wk gona be..haizz!!

Now i m terribly lookng forward for feb, my jan was realli soo sucky, haizzz, i've seriousli dunnoe wt 2 say abt wteva happening in my life!!

"Stupid feeling, u attempt to fight so hard to keep away from tt person, but u keep on falling much more!!"

Anyway last wk met up with my gayu darl, i was forced 2 meet her u noe, summre earli morning msg me n say btr meet this princess!! hahaha lol kidding i miss u more den u miss me okay! i'm soo happy 2 catch up with u aftr so long later :))

Tooken while w8ting for pt to bath finish!! haha LOL
Wen boredom strike at workplace!! hehe

I miss the time i work in BD!! It was soo fun dwn thre working with this 2 loosu's!! haha!! Ica is the 2nd egostic person i eva came across!! hahaha i still rmb the times we quarrel & thre cum one day i made her cry!! Khadja always b the middle person & sumtimes she so tired of us tht she wun bthr u noe..hahah..aiyooo, u dunnoe hw ego she is la, wen we bth quarrel i m the one who always go say sorry u noe, she will neva say sorry u noe, she will juz dun tolk 2 me but will neva say sorry..hahaha!! Even thre is one day we we quarrel i refused 2 say sorry 2 her n we didnt tolk for few days & den aftr awhile later wen i say sorry den she cum n scold me for tolkin 2 her so late, hahaha coz she miss me but still her ego stopped her from tolking to me!! cute la she!! haha i seriousli miss those time man!! all the nansense we did 2gthr and all!!

Our lepak place iis jurong pt, fav word is "malas, chikopek, loosu, kutti pisasu, gatal & more", our fav song tt pt time was "my butterfly, we belong together, frens 4eva, i belong 2 me & more" I realli miss u guys, really need 2 ctch up with u guys man!!

Khadja, ica & myself!! I miss the days wen we was 2gthr :(

Nerdy aishaH(comel)!! hahaha

hahaha this exctly wt we did wen was bored at work!! hahaha..the headless ghost!!

Loosu penna & kutti pisasu..the minah mothers!! ahahahaha

Now they r tryin 2 act sweet, hahaha!!

"May my life's breath find refuge in ur heart, destroyed in ur love may my life depart"

This is aboi wen he was way younger!! superrr cutee rite??

"we love the ones who hurt us & hurt the ones who love us"

I couldnt agree more with this qoute!!

HAPPY B'DAY SYG!!!

2010-01-23T00:51:00.003+08:00

Happy b'day 2 u, happy b'day 2 u, happy b'day 2 nnesah syg, happy b'day to u!! *claps*

Hey sweetheart, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!! WOah sum1 turn a yr older oreadi sey & this is ur last yr of teen life so enjoy ur yr 2 d max okay!! Well well have a wonderful day ahead okay?? ENjoy ur day 2 d max and may all ur wishes cum true!! Wishing u great future ahead!! MAy ALLAH'S Blessing also stay upon u always!!!! SMILE ALWAYS OKAY :DDD

I LOVE U ALOTS ALOTS DEARIE!!! MUACKXXXX!!! &&&& i CANT WAIT 2 C U on WED!! hw wuld i wish dat i can juz chnge the day 2 wed!! FASTER FLY TIME FASTER FLY!! GOSH I MISS U ALOT DA!! Take care okay da :)))

Ouh ya have i told u tt im addicted 2 khaju's blog?? i juz enjoy reading her blog.. Almost all her blog posting makes me laugh terribly man!! hahaha!! & thre is also 2 posting of hers brought me tears(out of joy)..she is juz soo sweet!! i still cnt forget the way she reacted wen she saw me last wk!! hahaha sooo cute sia!! U noe wt I'm soo happy for u gall :DDD

Now im sooo stress abt my attachment stufss & my upcoming exams, sadli i need 2 burn my weekends 2 study!! haiyoooo soo sickening man!! I juz cant wait for my holidays!! & ya i haven even c the doc for my ct brain results sia, supposingly appt at 29 jan but i aftrnn shift so i chnge it to 12 feb, but tt day i also aftrnn shift, i wanna try chnging 2 morning, hopefulli can!! hahaha pray hard tt the results shuld b norm okay??? hehehe LOL!!

I WANTED YOU!!

2010-01-22T22:49:00.003+08:00

I've realised that since new year my days are actually turning very bad!! haizz!! Having probs one aftr anthr as days goes by, its been very long i have last laughed hysterically!! Till now my frens make fun of my instrumental laughter n my horse laughter but den i realised tt its been very long since i laughed tt badli!!

I'm a person who love 2 make ppl ard me laugh and make sure they r always happy but now i juz realise i've been actually pissing, hurting, upsetting the ppl ard me, haizzz, i juz hate myself la, i seriously dunnoe wt i'm dng!! life is being so sucky 2wards me!! :((

well now having attachment, attachment has the fun part and sucky part!! The fun part wen actualli i get 2 do my skills and the time actually fly soo fast!! sucky part is ur legs getting hurt, changing of shift from aftrnn to morning & dng all the homeworks and case study!!

1st day and 2nd day of attachmnt was sux becoz i actualli dunnoe wt 2 do, was nt realli adapt 2 the ward yet!! well im a person who is very bad in adapting to environment, person, food or wtsoever & once im attached 2 anything its very hard for me 2 let go & forget abt it, be with it person, food or anything i'm juz meant 2 be like tt..thats why its very hard 4 me 2 change myself, sumtimes i like being like tt but at times its actualli hurt me terribly deep down in my heart1!!

3rd day of attachmnt was good becoz the tyme actually flied super fast, but i dun realli like my CI's!! esp N, she is super irritating, foreva nagging and eu cnt do alot of things..as for CI F, she is almost the same as N but juz tt she is abit understnding la!! BUt she forvea hunt me la, foreva asking me ques and toturing me & i seriousli dunnoe why i get super nervous wen i get 2 c her, this mat & cam say im actualli hyperventilating inside, BULLSHIT la, wen i say no they say im hiding..hahaha nonsense la...hahaha i oni hyper ventilate for the ward 57 SN "N" & i do declare its true but oni last tyme la!! hahhaha

I mIss ward 57, the other wen i wen thre 2 take things, i saw all the nurses & i was seriousli suprised tt they actualli rmb me, every single one of them..they actualli screamed "BEEVI"..sooo sweet rite..one of them said tt "Bv now u look so lady like"..hahha b4 this i look like wt say?? hehe den they ask me 2 cum and work there again..how wuld i wish i cn!! Tht ward almost my fav ward sia, every1 dwn thre are realli awesome, haiz i miss those moments man!!

well last sun 17th jan was my cuz bro ash b'day!! happy b'day bro, hahahha now sum1 old man oreadi la, 20yrs old readi, no more a teenager sia!! hahahha!! anyway ashhh i wish u all the best in everything okay & may allah's blessing stay upon u always!! take care!! :D

For the 1st tyme i wtched hindi movie in theatre, hahaha seriousli!! i wtched 3 idiots with nnesah, tts my 1st hindi muvie in theatre + 1st muvie i ctching with my syg!! the muvie was nice & we wbth was actualli laughing thruout!! A nice muvie tt u must nt miss :D oKay tolkin abt muvie, i want 2 catch ayirathil oruvan..i heard tt the muvie was awesome and its a MUST 2 wtch!! I WANT 2 WTCH!! :(

I was actualli missing my fantastic 4 terrible the past few days and i managed 2 ctch up with nini & vishnu yest!! its a last min gathering!! Nini was in mc & vishnu join us aftr interview & i was aftr my attachmnt!! realli had a gd tyme with them aftr so long later, the last tyme i saw them was during christmas eve & i was actualli telling nini & vishnu i miss them & terribly wanted 2 meet them and soo we met yest!! weeeee!! As usual poo didnt cum, she was buzy with her sch, now she studyin MDIS, vishnu is finding for job & nini say she wanna quit her job and wanna work in diff kindergarten!!

Well tolkin abt our frenship, i've known vishnu & nini for 7 years, very long rite?? we r still counting on :) as for poo she came in 3 yrs later so we know her for 4 yrs!! well during sec sch days we didnt realli thought tt our frenship will actualli cont aftr our sec sch days, seriousli speaking ah, if u go n ask any1 of them how we form this group our ans will b dunnoe, realli, it juz blossom suddenly!! very suddenly!! we actualli strted 2 meet up often aftr a yr later i & nini graduate!! we wre nt this close b4, seriousli, oni me & nini was close becoz we wre from same cca & ended up to take O lvl in same class!! vishnu & poo is sum1 we hangout oni during sch ours!! SUPRISE??? We r suprised 2 la! hahaha!! NOW we r terribly close, they r my besties!!But i tell u guys i'm realli glad 2 have known them in my life & i love every single of them alot!! I LOVE U GUYS :D

YAY!! 1 wk if attachmnt is over, now left with 3 wks & im still counting down!! :DDD

*SimPLy UNiQue*